oh my its almost october already..

salam..

now its 30th of september.. its payday.. hooray!!

although there is nothing much for me to hooray for..
i made a budget of where my gaji of september will go to.. and i found that whats left for me to hooray for is only ~~rm150..

ok feel like crying now..

haaa... nah.. its okay.. only for this month.. the coming months things will get better.. that i know for sure.. i think?

hmmm... well now what is it that i wanted to talk about..
there are a few, i suppose.. so in order to help me organize my thoughts, i will make a list of the things that i want to ramble about in this entry..

ok lets see whats first on the list..

1. work is life

 hmmm... ok i admit that its a bit silly that the first thing on this list is work..
thats what my first impression was.. why does it have to be about work..??

well, it is not really about my work as an engineer that i want to highlight here..
the main thing that i would like to bring up in this entry is how we as the people of the mass, the ordinary public, cant really get away from talking nor thinking about work..

a lil bit about the project i am currently working on..

its called Banyu Urip, consists of wellpad, CPF and IF area. the site is located in Jawa Island, 10 hours drive from Jakarta.. now the project is in the FAT stage.. so until the middle of October, the client which is Tripatra-Samsung will be with us to witness the FAT for all the systems.. i am grateful to be apart of this FAT because i get learn about many things as well as establish connections..

ok i think thats enough about my work..  lets go back to my main point..

work is inevitable.. everybody has to work.. some lucky few get to do their dream job.. well yeah good for them.. but not everyone is as lucky..

i may not be one of them.. engineer is not my dream job.. but i am grateful with what i have now.. for it pays the bill and allows me to live quite a comfortable life.. so Alhamdulillah..

my dream job is to be a TV Host, or a travel journalist..
hahaha ok rasa seperti sangat poyo!!

sekadar hiasan

hmm.. i think i have come to terms with my life now.. and i really dont feel the need nor the passion to pursue the said dream job..
simply said, i have other priorities now.. and chasing after that dream job isnt one of them..

ok cam bosan cakap pasal ni.. but im sure i will come back to this topic later in the future..
because whether i like it or not.. I do think about work 75% of the time..
ok maybe only 60%..
simply said, most of my time..

2. i have a girlfriend and i want to marry her

 if i still have my school and uni friends reading this, i am sure they'll go "uuuu~~~'' or "like what??!!"

haaa... what i can say right now is that I am committed.. i think this is the first time after a long time that I feel happy.. like I am in cloud nine.. I am in love!!

Maigod!! I miss her so damn much..
although now she is a bit mad at me because of some txting issue.. she saw me online and didnt reply her txt.. i was trying to fix my messed up laptop.. she saw me as online because i checked my txt when my friends txted me.. but i didnt bother to reply any of them..
ok sounds complicated.. but lets just leave it at that..

she is merajok now.. hehehe.. so comel..

owh about me wanting to marry her.. lets just wait for the wedding invitation on fb or whatever..
to be honest i am also quite amazed by the level of confidence that I have now to actually say that I love her with all my heart.. and I want to marry her.. she is on my mind all the time..
I really hope she knows that..

there's just this one thing.. she worries that I'm still not over my ex..
I am so over my ex.. if only there is something i can do or say to get rid of this worry she has..

and I have worries of her ex.. i also worry that she might still hv feelings for her ex.. that she still hasnt gotten over that mamat..

aaaaa seteress nyer (stress)... nak kawen cepat2.. i want to make her mine and i'm hers.. (wah mcm dalam true blood pulak)
x perlu nak risau2 pasal our exes ruining what we have now..

ok tetiba aku rasa sangat risau..

aaaaa....
xper.. x perlu risau kot..
I do know that Allah will help us if our intention is good, and sincere.. i know for sure mine is.. I shouldnt worry too much, yes?

semoga Allah permudahkan.. ameeenn..

ok da malas nak fikir..


3. i really dislike smug people

i really think that the title is self-explanatory..
my sincere hope and request to God is to actually protect me from these lot..
i really dislike them..
Oh god.. xtau nak cakap caner betapa x suka nya ngn orang berlagak and poyo..
pastu suka menipu lak tu.. cakap nak besar padahal menipu..
come on!! xda maruah nyer..

kalau benda betul, kau kecoh semua orang.. that is berlagak.. and that is annoying..
but if it isnt true and you brag to others.. and we actually know that your lying..
like seriusly?? come on!!

Oh Tuhan, aku bersyukur kerana Kau telah menjauhkan aku dari salah seorang manusia bangsat sebegitu.. dan aku harap ianya adalah untuk selama2nya..
Sumpah aku taknak jumper chelakadotkom tu lagi..
Go rot in hell, please..

ok aku rsa sampai di sini saja carotan aku untuk kali ni..

tak banyak carotan pon kali ni except for the bangsat.. urghhh why does it bother me?? why do i let it bother me??

ok tarik nafas... ingat Tuhan...

and ingat my sayang...

ok da happy balik..

hmm.. aku cam da ngantuk dan esok aku kerja dan kena bangun awal sbb kena catch bus ke pulau Singa.. so sehingga ke carotan seterusnya... later~~

the timekeeping

"
Try to imagine a life without timekeeping.

You probably cant. You know the month, the year, the day of the week. There is a clock on your wall or the dashboard of your car. You have a schedule, a calender, a time for dinner or a movie.

Yet all around you, timekeeping is ignored. Birds are not late. A dog does not check its watch. Deers do not fret over passing birthdays.

Man alone measures time.
Man alone chimes the hour.
And because of this, man alone suffers a paralyzing fear that no other creature endures.
A fear of time running out.
"

sahaja nak berkongsi sesuatu that made me ponder for a while.. an excerpt from a book titled the time keeper by Mike Albom.

i think its deep.

anyhow..
selamat bekerja semua~~

rasa cam nak membebel lagi pasal kehidupan..

hello dolls.. and assalamualaikum..

harini aku cam ada banyak keje kat office.. now kat singapore.. tapi takda la busy sangat pon.. tapi aku rasa cam sangat ingin mengupdate blog.. so berbekalkan keazaman dan ketidakpedulian akan masa depan.. aku dengan selamba nyer menaip blog entry ini walaupon dalam keadaan berjaga2.. risau akan abang D yg mungkin tidak semena2 akan muncul dari belakang menyapa..

siapa itu abang D?, mungkin ada yg bertanya..

dia lah boss besar company di mana aku mencari nafkah sekarang ni.. company bernama Omega Integration yg berpusat di Bukit Batok, Singapura.

Namun, bukan lah pasal abang D ataupun Omega yg ingin aku ceritakan pada hari yg mulia ini..

sesungguhnya aku punya banyak kisah atau perihal yg ingin aku kongsikan.. tapi at the same time my mind is clouded by nuisance judgmental mind of mine that constantly questions why I bother..

the thing is.. I don't!! neither should anyone.. i guess..?

oh my.. there are so many things.. but strange enough, tetiba i do find it hard to recall what they are..

ok, i will go one thing at a time..

1. Moving in to my new house and Maxis Fiber

ok aku dan housemates baru aku iaitu si faqihudin dan jufri sudah pun selamat berpindah ke rumah sewa baru kami di gelang patah.. rumah teres 2 tingkat ada 3 bilik tidur di tingkat atas dan 2 bilik air yang berada satu atas satu bawah..
faqihuddin tu budak ganu. kawan zaman kanak2 kepada shah iaitu coleague aku time kat PWS dulu.. dier jugak gang aku keje kat singapore training selama 6 bulan ni..
Jufri tu orang kampung aku ghupo eh.. orang sinanti (sri menanti).. suku pon tanah data sama lah dgn aku..waghih ghupo eh!!!
so basically hidup aku sudah dalam keadaan selesa sekarang..
aku dah beli tilam bersaiz queen yg sangat empuk dan sedap.. dah pasang langsir dalam bilik.. cadar aku pun cantik.. bilik dah cat kaler yg cantik.. so aku sangat berpuas hati dgn bilik dan rumah itu secara keseluruhannya..
sewa rumah pun murah, rm550.. kalau campur utility mungkin 600++ sikit la kot..
kitorang jugak dah subscribe maxis fiber internet berkelajuan tinggi tu.. 10mbs kau..
harga pun rm148, share 3 orang so takda la mahal sangat dan sangat lah memuaskan hati..
suka nyer bila aku dah boleh nak mendownload sesuka hati, menonton video youtube tanpa sebarang kekangan.. so life in that house is very GOOD as of this moment!!

ok enough with the house, moving on to the next topic..

2. Budak2 POYO kat company baru

seperti kebiasaan la.. bila kita berpindah ke tempat baru pasti kita akan berjumpa dgn golongan2 yg sangat poyo...
poyo yg sangat2 poyo.. yg buat mata kau rasa pedih je bila tgk derang.. dan sakit telinga bila dier bercakap sesuatu....
ada sorang ni servis engineer gak, dier agak senior dari aku dan qiudin.. dier masuk 3 bulan daripada kitorang..
kepoyoan dier HOMAIGOD!! sangat annoying.. suka berlagak.. cakap besar.. konon tahu sumer benda..menunjuk2.. adoi.. sakit pula hati ni..

tapi budak servis engineer ni bukan lah yg paling poyo.. ada lagi sorang ni.. budak baru masuk, join project team.. dier lagi awal dari aku.. fresh grad pulak tu.. dulu study kat wolongong Ausie..
cmon la.. university kau tu tah nombor berapa dalam dunia.. tak popular lak tu.. boleh tak jangan nak berlagak..
owh bitch please!!!
pada aku dier perlu belajar untuk menyesuaikan diri dgn persekitaran dier sekarang ni.. die masok kandang kambing kena la pandai mengembek kan.. tapi lantak la kat dia kan.. aku bukan nak kisahkan pasal die sangat pon..

ok ada lagi sorang yg aku sangat tak suka dgn dia sekarang.. homai.. sakit je hati bila aku fikir pasal mamat ni.. sangat la poyo.. konon urban.. konon bandar sangat.. konon hebat..
dier ni lagi la super annoying, a know-it-all mofo..
konon dulu keje tempat bagus sangat.. sikit2 keje pasal company lama dier.. so what?!! who cares??!!
sekarang kau dah ada kat company ok.. tak perlu la nak kecoh2 bangga2 pasal company lama kau..
dan dia ni la jugak yg salu sangat cakap pasal nak lompat company sana sini.. konon banyak cable.. eh bitch, if that is so true, then why are you still here?? tolong jangan nak menyalak kat sini boleh tak hanjing!!!??
dah tu mamat ni punya lah berlagak..
paling tak boleh blah ada sekali tu dier kuarkan statement cegini "kau tu nnt servis engineer, keje kat site tu nnt keje mcm technician jer.."
macam kimak tak statement die?? macam kepala babi campur dgn cipap anjing kan mulut dier..
eeeee... sakit nyer hati aku dgn pundek sorang ni.. ikot hati nak je aku rodok2 perot dier kasi terburai isi perot sumer.. *gila ganas aku ni*
tapi aku ni bukan la jenis yg cepat melenting.. kalau aku dah tak suke ngn seseorang tu senang jer.. aku takkan bergaul dgn dier.. takkan bercakap dgn dier.. taknak pun berada dalam bilik yg sama dgn dia.. tapi disebabkan keadaan yg memaksa kadang2 tu so aku tabahkan aje la untuk terpaksa endure his annoyance..

woah... panjang pulak cerita aku bila sampai bab2 nak mengutuk mengumpat orang ni kan...

apa2 pun, aku berdoa kepada tuhan semoga mereka2 yg aku maksudkan di atas tu akan peroleh hidayah dari Allah dan berubah menjadi insan yg lebih baik..
sesungguhnya aku juga manusia yg punyai banyak kelemahan.. dan aku mohon akan hidayah tuhan jugak.. supaya tak jadi macam mereka2 ittew..


3. Melayu Singapura

haaa... ok next aku nak cakap pasal melayu singapore ni..
derang ni sama je macam kat malaysia kot.. mungkin kerana pengaruh media yg secara overall nyer datang dari malaysia.. tgk citer drama malaysia jer sumer.. music pun dari malaysia.. so secara mata kasar nya mmg la takda pun perbezaan antara mereka dgn melayu malaysia..
tapi ada gak some distinct differences that i noticed selama 2 bulan bekerja di pulau singa ni..
ni pon based on the people that i surrounded myself with la for the past couple of months..

rata2 derang ni mcm agak eksyen..
dan kadang2 tu celupar and swear alot..
mungkin derang kurang dapat ajaran (kurang ajar) dari parents atau orang2 tua derang..

derang tak lokek dan pemurah.. salu kasi makan *sukanya salu dapat makan free*

bahasa derang lain dari melayu malaysia..
words like gerek seh, hari enam, juadah, aneh, bilang..
we dont normally use these words in daily conversation, but they do..

haaa.. tetiba cam takda mood da nak citer pasal melayu sg ni.. ala, tak menarik sangat pun... nnt bebila kita come back to the topic k.. nak citer pasal benda lain lak sekarang ni

4. kisah polis vs kongsi gelap

sejak kebelakangan ni salu pulak kita dgr kes orang mati kena tembak.. di seluruh negara.. byk gak la kita dgr akan spekulasi ttg geng kongsi gelap itu ini..
dan following the shooting murder cases, ada pulak serbuan yg dilakukan pihak polis dan telah berjaya menembak mati beberapa penjenayah yg diberitakan terbunuh dalam adegan tembak menembak dgn pihak berkuasa.

omai!! negara aku dah macam kat negara holywood...

pastu aku ada dapat la txt berantai yg berupa peringatan kepada orang ramai.. satu txt tu cakap jgn simpan barang2 tajam atau berupa senjata di dalam kereta kerana dikhuatiri akan di salah anggap sebagai ahli kongsi gelap kalau di tahan oleh polis.. so ramai2 lah orang beriya2 cari pisau ke apa ke yg tajam supaya tak di simpan dalam kereta.. kang tak pasal2 kena tahan lokap pulak..
muka macam aku ni ada potensi masok kongsi gelap ke?? haaa... ganas nyer muka.. *jantanganas*
(sambil buat muka menggoda dan seski bullet)

dan ada la pulak satu lagi txt ni.. yg kata geng kongsi gelap dah declare war dgn polis.. kisahnyer.. kalau derang jumper saper2 yg ada sticker pdrm kat kereta nnt derang kasi pecah kereta dgn kepala2 tuan punya kereta kena pecah..
tapi itu sumer setakat ini hanyalah khabar2 angin yg diwar2kan pihak yg tak bertanggungjawab..
so far aku rasa takda lagi kes orang awam kena pukol atau pun dibunuh oleh gengn kongsi gelap ni kan..

aku harap khabar2 angin tu hanya lah khabar angin semata2.. aku nak hidup dalam aman.. tamo la nak perang2 ni.. tak reti lah uols.. iols ni retis.. bukannyer veteren perang..

5. True Blood

haaa.. random jer kan tetiba ada topic true blood lak kat sini..
alkisahnyer semalam aku baru jer slesai menonton episode last season 6 true blood.. which is the latest episode of the series to date..
huu.. seperti biasa, aku akan sangat taken aback by the story line and the cast.. best la citer tu..

tapi ada gak part2 yg cam like "whatthefuck???!!"
eric northman mati bodoh jer.. boleh pulak dier fefeling bogel kat kutub utara pastu bila warlow tu mati dier nyerfae light pun dissolve lalu vampire2 sumer dah tak boleh duk dalam sunlight.. pastu terbakar bodoh macam tu jer si eric northman tu.. tak glamor langsung cara mati dia..
dia da la watak utama kot dalam series tu.. mati katak camtu jer.. sungguh sia2..
mungkin derang mmg nak terminate dier nyer watak kot..
tapi kalau nak terminate pun, buat la cara yg lebih glamor.. takda la bodoh camtu.. haaaaih la... sedih sungguh..

6. Yanis Marshall and living life how i want. taking time off for a year and just live life..

wohooo.. ini topic yg aku sangat berminat.. haaa lantak la ap orang nak kata..
aku taktau la aku ni mmg lampi atau pun mmg very the slowpoke.. ok aku ngaku aku baru je kenal saper tu yanis marshall..
tapi lantak la kan.. aku rasa cam ramai jer lagi orang dalam dunia ni yg tak kenal saper yanis marshall.. in fact, aku rasa kat dalam malaysia ni mesti cam lagi sikit orang yg kenal saper mehayam tu..

anyway, he is amazing.. aku sangat suka die nyer performances.. i want to be like him!1 haa tu dia confession.. dier power kot..
dancing is healthy.. and a good way to do cardio.. sangat bagus untuk maintain berat badan ideal..

kalau la aku kaya, mmg aku da pegi ke france tu sekarang dan belajar menari dgn mak hayam tu sampai la aku hebat dan boleh menari dgn beyonce.. wah berangan!!

aku tak perlu jadi kaya pun.. mana la tau nnt bila aku dah umor 30 tahun nnt time aku dah berwang nnt aku rasa cam nak take 1 year off from work and tetiba pegi france dan belajar menari.. hoho.. balik malaysia jer terus tak jadi engineer dah.. jadi penari professional pulak..
wah angan2 aku sangat random..

tapi tak mustahil..

berani ke aku??

nak ke aku??

mampu ke aku?

like seriously??

kalau mmg aku sorang je hidup dalam dunia ni.. i mean.. kalau aku ni sebatang kara.. takda familu ke apa.. mmg aku akan pergi menjalani kehidupan berkelana seperti yg aku cakap tu.. pergi mengembara sorang2.. sewa bilik kecik kat mana2.. then pegi cari kelas tarian dan belajar menari macam yg aku nampak dalam video youtube tu..

tinggalkan kehidupan sekarang di belakang.. tinggalkan kerja..
takda la tinggalkan, tapi cam take time off la.. setahun dua.. mencari ketenangan.. menjalani kehidupan dan buat apa saja yg aku rasa akan membuatkan aku happy.. live my life the way i want..
do whatever i want.. no restriction.. to truly live..

ok tu sumer hanyalah angan2.. kenapa aku rasa ianya hanyalah angan2 semata2...
because i care!!
because i love!!
because thats what being a person means..

i am not a heartless, mindless creature that doesnt care about other beings.. I care!!

tapi orang cakap, the more we care, the more unhappy we will be..
ntah la yaw... benda ni agak complicated sebenarnyer.. tapi yg pasti hakikatnya..
aku punyai keluarga, punyai tanggungjawab.. so aku tak boleh semudah2 dan tak sewenang2nya boleh angkat kaki dan pergi mana2 yg aku nak...

ok case closed..


7. RAYA 2013

hmmm... tak rasa cam ada banyak benda nak diceritakan pasal raya tahun ni..
same old same old..
raya balik seremban tgk wan, pastu pegi kampung belah bapak.. ke gemencheh, batang melaka, bukit rokan, dan felda palong...
jumper makcik2 dan cousins.. citer2 pasal perihal kehidupan semasa..
soalan cepumas bila nak kahwin tu sudah pasti muncul..
bosan nyer..
aku nak kawen kot.. tapi takda jodoh lagi nak wat caner..
jodoh di tangan tuhan kan.. so kita doa dan terus mencari ajer..
takperlu untuk makcik2 atau sepupu sepapat nak sibuk2..

aritu pegi openhouse budak2 omega..
rumah anis sukito mmg terbaik..
rumahnyer kat parit sikun laut, batu pahat..
makanan 5 star!!
satay encik sukito mmg terbaik..
siap kitorang manjat pokok moktan lagi..

pas umah anis, ke rumah pejal pulak..
walaupon aku cam tak kenal sangat ngn pejal tu pasal jarang gila jumper..
tapi dia ajak sumer budak omega so aku pon pegi ajer la kan.. menikmati makanan yg dihidangkan..biasa2 saja makanan umah pejal..
mungkin sbb aku dah kenyang kat umah sukito aku rasa makanan pejal tu biasa2 saja.. tapi lantak la kan..

pastu ada lagi openhouse kawan jufri.. die kata pompuan tu awek nyer.. nama farah.. rumah kat kulai..
nasi impit kuah kacang yg terbaik..
pastu gi umah skandal lama jufri lagi.. nama aku taktau.. tapi kat area kulai jugak.. rumah tu banyak lalat..
dan ada hidang roti jala.. tu je yg aku igt kat umah budak tu..

dan makan nyer pulak gi umah nizam kat kulai jaya pulak..
makanan yg so so..
time tu aku da start sakit perot so aku tak leh nak makan banyak sangat dan aku rasa cam tak dapat nak menikmati makanan yg ada.. so aku pon cam so so ajer la..

ok tu je la citer raya aku setakat ni..
setakat ni..

minggu ni ada lagi jemputan ke openhouses di JB ni..
rumah teddy di kempas, rumah chacha di ulu tiram dan rumah kak lampir haiza kat bt batok singapore ni..

tapi malangnyer, aku mungkin tak akan dapat nak join openhouse weekend ni atas sebab2 peribadi..

8. Keje singapore yg tak best.. Migrate to Dubai maybe?

hmm... apa nak cakap eh kalau pasal keje kat singapore ni.. best ke?
kalau fikir pasal duit mmg best la..
tapi kalau nak hidup yg bahagia, it doesnt necessarily translates to working in singapore..

baik keje kat dubai ye dak?
ada budak baru masok servis team.. dulu keje kat dubai..
nama nyer muhammad azwan bin abu bakar..
like seriusly?? hes like my older brother..

haaa.. nak tanya dier la caner nak keje kat dubai..
berangan gila.. pastu dapat gaji 10k USD.. mampu??

wow!!

9. risau akan masa depan..

hmm... tadi aku mmg rasa risau akan masa depan aku.. tapi sekarng ni aku rasa cam takda pekdahnyer nak risau2 sangat..

kita chill ajer la..
que sera sera..whatever will be will be..

well truth being told, aku cam ada banyak keje dan aku tak sbar nak habiskan entry ni suapaya aku boleh start buat keje aku..
kang tak pasal2 je kena maki lak kang..

oklah..
final check... then i will post this...


later!! bye..

hapdet kau.. setelah berkurun lamanya

hello dollsss...

*fefeling fazura sangat panggil followers dolls*

owh my lord,.. its been so long since my last update.. have i been busy? no!!
have i been lazy? yeah i think so..
has there been anything interesting happening in my life?? nah i guess not..

owh what the hell... who cares right? i am here now and i am updating my blog.. lke nobodys business.. although i really shouldnt be because i am at work and i just saw my boss passing by..

i am now in singapore office..
bored to death..
was given a task before but i guess i am just quick with excel.. i have completed it dy.. so basically now i aint got nothing to do.. so here i am blogging..

ok ive got a new house but havent moved in yet.. still in the process of fixing the house.. by fixing i mean painting it so that it will look like a house..
already started last week, we managed to paint half of the living room and 1 small room.. then we ran out of paint.. so this week we continue.. can only do at night and weekend because were working and fasting during the day.. everybodys like super duper lazy during the day.. so am i..

i plan to paint my room with violet colour.. i think its cool..

i took the photo at bukit indah court mamoth when i went to look for bed/mattress..

but dont think that id be buying mattress from court tho because they are all so freakishly expensive..

but people say its good to invest on good bed so that we'd get good sleep.. and we all know its important to get good sleep, right?

well, the decision isn't final so thats that..

ok what else eh..

its already 16 or 17 ramadhan today.. time moves quite fast i guess.. 

and owh i bought jeans pants and shirt at zara midvaley the other day when i went for training with my new colleagues.. 

*tu pon nak citer

hmm.. like seriusly dont know what else to talk about here.. i dont think i want to talk about the current issue because..mmm am just not interested..

i watched the movie argo the other day.. i liked it..
dont feel like commenting much about it..

been watching the little britain series.. got it from the dutch/german guy alex whos my neighbour at my home..
i think i have watched them before.. but its always funny to watch them again..

seriusly my life is so dull right now..

nak kahwin!!! tapi takda orang nak.. xda duit.. owh jodoh sila la datang cepat!!

nangis jap la..

kthxbye..

firstdayofwork

hello..
it is my first day of work here in omega integration.. its in gelang patah..
i am typing this using my iphone because i was too dumb that i forgot to bring the the power cord for my laptop.. it is quite hard to type using phone but i will manage..
i am so bored.. obviously i dont have anything to do today.. so all i do is just sit here playing my phone, hence this blog entry..
i watched the game of thrones on my laptop earlier but now the laptop batt has run out i cannot anymore.. ohmygod game of thrones just nvr ceases to catch me by surprise.. one last episode to go for season 3.. aaahhh... too much frustration.. i feel overwhelmed..

owh btw, tomorrow i will start my training in singapore.. to be honest, i am quite nervous about it.. all i can do is to be calm and learn as much as i can.. i believe that if i work hard, put my best effort, things will go smoothly as planned.. i should be able to cope up.. i will not hesitate to ask people if i dont understand anything.. everything will be just fine if i do all that i am supposed to do.. i am not gonna be lazy now that i think i need to prove my capabilities, my worth.. i shall prevail.. i shouldnt worry so much.. yes i shouldnt...

haaaa obviously i was trying to console myself by thinking positively.. well, that is true.. one can only achieve anything by believing that it can be achieved.. without positive thinking and hope, what is left of us all, right?

well anyhow, i should have brought the power cord of my laptop today..
and owh, i just found out that i can deduct the amount of tax i pay by showing them the proof of purchase of my new laptop.. i think i still have the receipt somewhere in KL.. but i dont really know how much tax i will have to pay now... errr... a bit worry there but i will treat it as my other worries.. only worry about them when i have to.. hahaha.. such a carefree life, aint it?
not sure if its good for me but one thing for sure is, caring too much will give u headaces and will probably kill u faster.. so im not gonna fret now.. i will when i need to..

later today they say they will take me to lunch and i will be introduced to everyone in my department.. its something like an icebreaking session i guess.. so i am ready for it..
after my laptops battery ran out, i am hopeless with only my phone..

well actually i have been wanting to blog tp yammer about many things.. these thoughts that came to my head when i was alone or with people.. but strangely, none comes to mind right now..

i can talk about my short trip to singapore the other day.. but there is nothing much to tell..
maybe talk about my wish to switch to umobile after 2 years of using celcom?
hmmm not so interesting story neither.. well to be honest i dont think there are many aspects of my life that are interesting right now..

i am having a financial problem now, is that interesting?

i am feeling homesick of KL and been wishing to go back but i cant.. is that interesting?

i have been feeling lonely and sad of my life for the past few days because  i am all alone here.. is that interesting?

well, i am not sure what else to write here, also my fingers are starting to hurt now.. i suppose it doesnt matter if i stop now, does it?

oh myyy i am so hungry???

nak buat passport pon susah..

aaaa....
penatnyer badan ni..
penat dan jugak agak stress..
aku baru je balik dari putrajaya ni.. aku dengan selambe nyer keluar ofis dan decide to go to putrajaya to renew my passport.
i was actually very free just now since all my work are all completed already.. and Yau doesnt think its wise to assign me new job considering that i will only be working here in PWS for few more days..
so lifes good.. not much work.. but sometimes quite boring u see..

haaaa... now that i just realized that i havent blogged about my new job offer..
ok2..i think i will use my free time in the office to post a blog entry about how my lifes right now..

starting with 2 job offers that i got since last month..
on the 8 of May, i was called up for an interview at one of M&E consultant firms located in USJ Taipan. the company name was Squire Mech S/B. I googled the company and found out that the Malaysia one is a branch from the singapore one.

so i went for the interview and the interview Ir Jason seemed like so impressed with my resume. he asked me alot on New Zealand. he mentioned he once studied in Monash Uni, Australia and he had been to Auckland once.
we talked quite a bit on NZ rather than on my job experience etc etc..
and he didnt even check my cert and other credentials. he really wanted to hire me and he straight awai nego my salary..
he offered me rm3600.. i was thrilled.. considering that my current salary is only rm3200.. thats quite a big increase..
so i accepted the offer there and then.. balik office terus prepare resign letter and tepek kat muka boss aku si Yau tu.. haha xda la aku tepek kat muka dier betul2.. figure of speech je la..
so i was already contented with the offer.. a few days passed by, i received a call from another company Omega Integration S/B.. and as usual i googled the company to know what it does and where its located.
its in Gelang Patah, johore.. its also a branch company and the HQ is in Singapore as well.

its an O&G company yall..
the guy asked me if i would be willing to go to Johore for an interview and if its okay for me to relocate to Johore to work there.. of course i said no problem..
in the application form that he asked me to fill up, i requested for gaji rm4000.. haaa.. kalau nak pindah jauh2 biar berbaloi sikit..

so then aku pegi la interview kat gelang patah tu.. aku ajak raul dgn fariq karim untuk teman.. cost utk trip tu minyak, toll, hotel sumer aku la yg akan bayar..
tapi malangnyer fariq karim je yg boleh teman aku.. raul mehayam tu  x dapat laknak join sekali trip tu..
dipendekkan cerita aku dapat la keje tu..halfway time interview tu aku cam dapat rasa yg aku da dapat keje tu pasal orang tu sibuk bercerita pasal company dier lak.. what the company does, which department hes gonna put me in etc etc.. its the same experience during my interview with Mr Chan when i was joining PWS 2 years back.. he didnt ask much about myself or my education.. he talked much about the company, its core business and other stuffs.. he also mentioned about the offshore allowance that i will be getting, as well as over time.. so i made a quick calculation in my head.. easily my gaji can reach 5k kalau salu keje offshore kan.. so aku cam da excited la..
at the end of the interview the guy Mr Dang told me that they would offer me the job and he will get their HR to contact me to arrange the necessities..
balik dari interview tu aku bawak la fariq karim pegi bershopping kat JPO.. last2 dier takda beli apa pom.. aku jugak tewas dek nafsu shopping setelah gagal menolak offer esprit menjual barang2 yg harga asal nyer rm520 dan diskaun menjadi rm125.. mahu nyer aku tak beli?? da la cantik..

ok back to the job offer..

so i waited for a few days for the offer letter.. finally arrived.. and the HR lady told me to revert to her the filled up offer letter together with a copy of my passport.
so thats why i went to renew my passport.. i had always wanted to renew it but never got the chance before.. or more like i was never rajin enough to go before.. hahaha..

so just now i went to renew.. and of cos i would always google things up before doing anything.. in the internet they say the one in Putrajaya often less people go there, compared to other branches..

owh lupe lak.. i tried to renew it online..and there was this section where it asked you where you want to collect your passport.. but the available choices in the computer were at labuan, limbang, lawas, bukit kayu hitam, raub and other places in sabah & sarawak.. not in KL.. what the??
i gave up.. i tried a number of times.. KL was not available..
so i went to putrajaya this morning to renew my passport.. dengan selambe je aku keluar.. pendek kata aku pegi mengular la tadi..
i thought renew passport kat jabatan imegresen yang depan suruhanjaya tenaga tu.. aku da sampai da sana.. bila tanya kat orang tu die cakap renew passport kat precint 15.. damn!! buang masa aku gi sana.. da la susah nak dpt parking..
so aku pon pegi la precint 15.. ramai nak mampos orang bak ang..
last2 aku boleh buat kat kiosk tu je.. pasal orang kat kaunter tu cakap no giliran utk buat kat kaunter da habis..

buat kat kisok tu cepat jer bagi mereka yg pandai.. tapi nak buat caner.. rakyat malaysia ni tak semua nye pandai.. so lambat la jadi nyer..
halfway aku menunggu kat kiosk tu mesin tu cam hang.. so orang yg giliran dier kat kiosk tu pegi la bagitau kat pegawai kat situ tu mintak betul kan..
pegawai tu cakap kejap2, dier tgh print ape tah.. ke photostate apa tah..
so kitorang cam tunggu dalam 20 - 25 minute gak la.. then baru makcik pegawai tu pegi ke mesin tu dan reboot..
kenapa la dier tak reboot awal2?? motip nak tunggu.. dier boleh pegi take her sweet time lenggang2 pas da lama baru nak pegi reboot mesin tu.. bengang tol aku ngn makcik tu..
pastu xnak terima gambar aku pasal background biru.. nak background putih lak sekang ni.. haih.. terpaksa aku pegi amek gmbar kat situ gak..
bila da siap apply ikot kiosk tu aku pegi la tanya kat kaunter 7&8 tu aku nyer no giliran ni bila agak2 boleh siap passport tu.. time tu pukol 1.30.. akak kat kaunter 7 tu cakap dalam kol 3 nnt siap la..
so aku cam berbelah bagi la.. nak balik ofis dan datang balik ataupon nak tunggu jer.. aku decide untuk tunggu.. aku boleh pegi lunch, solat, isi minyak etc etc sementara nak menunggu pukol 3 tu..
so bila kol 3 aku datang la nak collect.. dier cakap semua yg buat ikot kison harini boleh collect esok jer..omaigod!!! bengang nyer aku.. tadi kol 1.30 aku da tanya kau cakap boleh siap pukol 3.. bila aku datang kol3 kau suruh datang esok...
omaigod sakit nyer hati aku..

aksjds;kjdfh;sdhf;SF;kasdkjfhaslkdjhalskjd hlas.....

ok gila kejap.. so aku terus chow balik ofis la.. dan di sini la kita sekarang.. walaupon aku masih marah dan tak puas hati.. tapi nak buat caner kan.. sabar je la.. da memang sistem kerajaan ni sudah terkenal dgn ketidakefisyenan nyer..

ok da selesai cerita pasal kerja dan passport.. aku nak gak citer kat sini last weekend aku pegi pulau perhentian dengan ahli kelab bujang UoAuckland.. 9 orang join the trip..
aku pegi dgn odie, zhariq, syamim, david, wandi, hairi, bali dan erwan..
kol 6 tu zhariq da datang ambik aku kat rumah aku kg malaysia tu.. gerak la kita ke taman melati nak mengutip hairi dan david.. tapi jalan jam mahameru masyaallah la time tu kan.. orang sumer nak balik keje..
dalam kol 730 la baru dapat amek depa.. pastu gi solat maghrib.. and makan kat taman putih2 melati.. pastu baru gerak ke kerteh rumah bali..
sampai umah bali dalam kol 12 camtu.. wah cantik jugak la rumah bali.. dengan sewa rm1000, agak mahal untuk kawasan kerteh tapi still lagi murah nak compare dgn KL atau JB..

lepas tu gi amek erwan kat jerteh.. tido sana kejap.. dalam kol 4 camtu kot sampai umah erwan.. sempat mehayam itu menjamu kamo french fries and nugget.. tapi aku hairi and david je yg makan.. yg lain2 tu da tewas dek kemengantukan yg amat sangat.. aku haruslah membuta je kat dalam kereta tu kan..

merasa la jugak aku naik kia forte wan bali yg baru beli tu kan.. xda la baru sangat pon da kot.. da setahun gak tu aku rasa..

so pendek cerita.. best la perhentian.. aku sangat enjoy pegi sana.. omaigod ramai sungguh makhluk2 indah untuk dilihat di situ.. seriusly.. pandang kiri pandang kanan ada je keindahan..
owh snorkeling kat situ best gak..
aku pernah snorkeling kat redang.. redang lagi chantik la i must say... tapi perhentian is not bad at all..

balik dari redang, aku zhariq odie and hairi pegi kuantan.. on the way sempat la jumper encik azhan yg ada kat kemaman time tu.. dinner burger king sajork kat mesra mall tu.. takda restoran best2 pon kat situ kot..
kat kuantan kita stay kat hotel arenaa boutique.. bilik die sangat honeymoon..toilet pon xda lock.. haha.. bila nak mandi atau berry2 tu haruslah berjaga2 supaya takda walk in kan..

 ok aku rasa sampai di sini saja aku nak bercerita kat sini.. tanpa disedari jam di komputer dah menunjukkan pukol 5.05 pm.. lagi 25 minit da boleh balik.. harini aku mmg makan gaji buta..

ohmai panjang gila entry ni.. tapi aku rasa sangat puas hati sebab dapat meluahkan banyak gila benda dalam kepala aku ni..

aku sangat eksaited nak keje baru kat johore ni.. tapi bilik sewa pon x dapat lagi..
btw, bilik sewa kat gelang patah tu cam mahal nak mampos kot.. damnit!!
aku igt nak merempat kat rumah shidee je la dulu nnt for a few days.. tu pon kalau dier kasi la..
hahaha nnt aku tanya la dier..
kalau x aku merempat dalam kereta je la..

okla.. sampai di sini saja repekan aku untuk kali ni.. nescaya aku akan merepek lagi di masa akan datang..
later!! wasalamun...

bosan nyer.. tulis blog la..

salam..

aku kat umah ni sengsorang..
pastu terfikir nak tulis blog so aku tulis la..

haih la... aku baca balik ayat atas tu rasa cam sengal gak.. perlu ke aku nak citer why i write this blog? perlu ke nak cakap bosan bagai?

pastu perlu ke nak persoalkan balik?

haha sengal nyer otak aku ni.. dan tangan aku pon ikot je aku otak aku fikirkan..


ok aku sebenarnyer takda idea pon nak tulis apa.. tp dalam hati ni rasa cam rasa tanggungjawab nak update blog.. atleast sebulan sekali..
bila check last entry pon mmg 25 march which was last month..

bukan ada citer menarik nak share sini pon..

tadi before tulis blog ni ada la buat vlog.. walaupon xda idea nak cakap pasal apa..
so hasil nyer haruslah video yg tahi..

random gila aku cakap pasal dreams and aspirations, reminiscing of the past haruslah ada dalam topik rambling aku dalam vlog tu.. tp disebabkan content vlog tu mcm sedih dan dalam video tu asek nampak lubang hidung aku jer.. so aku pon x jadi la nak upload..
walaupon isi utama yg aku nak cakapkan tu agak menarik la jugak..

aku rasa ia menarik kalau kau nak berfikir..
tp kalau jenis org yg taknak befikir, dier tak kisah pon kot..

ok apa lagi nak merepek dalam entry ni..
pasal keje?
xda apa menarik pon.. aku still tgh cari keje baru.. tp masyaallah x dapat2.. sedih betul la..
tp sabar je la.. kita cuba dan terus mencuba..

owh btw, pasal keje gak.. ada 2 budak solutions baru masok.. sorang amoi fresh grad sorang lelaki melayu, tua daripada aku la mamat tu.. tapi masyaallah sedih la dier buat keje sangat la slow..
aku takda bukti apa2 tp aku dapat rasakan mamat ni sorang pencelat..
kol 530 tepat terus chow.. aku rasa aku lagi rajin daripada dier.. walaupon aku tau aku malas.. tp aku rasa die lagi malas..

and dier suker tol cakap pasal politik..
and dier salu overanalyze things.. which is somehow annoying sometimes..
aku rasa xpe kot aku nak komen pasal dier kat blog ni.. aku rasa x berdosa kot..
bukannyer aku cakap nama dier.. dan orang yg baca blog aku pon bukan kawan pejabat aku..
so aku rasa selamat...

cewah, macam ada je orang baca blog aku kan..

ok berbalik kepada vlog td..
aku rasa aku nak buat lagi la.. sebab aku enjoy becakap depan kamera, walaupon agak kabut jugak kadang2.. tp next time kena make sure lubang hidung di rendahkan.. xda la nampak macam serombong kapal.. hahaha..

okla kot.. sekang ni mmg takda idea nak tulis pasal apa.. xda apa2 yg menarik pon yg berlaku dalam hidup aku sekang ni..
masalah kegemokan, masalah kewangan.. same old same old..

okla sampai di sini saja..
later~~