My hands are tied.. I feel hopeless..

Salam.

i feel weak..
just received a really bad news..
but i am powerless to do anything.. i cannot change it.. it is what it is..
theres nothing i can do to make things better..
i did try.. i did the best i could to make the best of the situation.. i did it all..
i was dealt a shitty set of cards.. and now i just found out how shitty my cards really are..

and still i cant do anything..
its the same old same old statement..
Allah knows better where I may know not..
Allah has the best planned for me and my future..

but i aint a psychic my dear God.. I cant see any future left for me.. all i see is darkness..
sadness..
dissapointment..
frustration..

Oh God.. i can keep asking why me why me.. but thats not gonna do me any good, is it?

what i can try to do now is to look for options.. what choice do i have?
not much it seems..

the best i can see now is to stay positive..
be patient..
pray a lot..

and always try to be the best version of Izuan I can be.. thats the only choice i have left..

i know that tough things are ahead of me.. and no use to cry over spilled milk.. the damage is done.. the cards have been dealt.. but the end result is yet to be written..

my job now is to make the best out of what ive been given..
i promise i will not despair on what has been..
but to focus on what i can do to improve on everything.. anything..

being positive is the only option i have left.. giving up is equivalent to committing suicide..

i dont want to be known as the coward who quits life.. nauzubillah..

okla, i think im done with my random ranting for today..
altho i received a bad news today, im not gonna let it ruin whats left of my life..

i shall do everything in my power to make this life of mine, whatever left of it, the best life that i can have..
ameennn....