Monday, 14 December 2015

its december already people

hi all,

1. now im at office, no work to do hence melagha tulis blog.

2.  perasaan dan motivasi untuk kerja sangat tiada ye people. i often feel lost, and kinda dont GAF about anything anymore.. there have been times i felt like i just want to quit, stay home and eat cekodok until my perut becomes bloated or something

3. i want to cari kerja at joho because my wife is there, and i just wanna be with her all the time, and with our baby too..

4. i have been considering to quit my job, and become an MRSM teacher in pontian, its about 1 hour drive from our house in pulai jaya.

5. teaching may not be a glamorous job, and it doesnt pay as much as engineering, less increment.. its probably more work compared to my job right now.. but on the pros side, teaching is a mulia job, maybe more mulia than engineer, cause a teacher shares knowledge, shapes the mind of young people.

6. also, during cuti sekolah 1 month i get to cuti as well

7. when i become a permanent teacher, i can opt for skim pencen, and i get to withdraw my kwsp which the money i can use for a second house that i can rent out

8. teaching is less stressful, i think

9. besides that i have also considered to become a full time cwa agent either in KL or JB

10. its come to a point that i feel like i want to quit my current job, and also i am starting to feel like i dont want to continue my contract when the term ends.

11. not sure why but i feel confident about it, and i definitely feel more motivated to do CWA than to be an SK engineer

12. its so funny and weird, it was about 2 or 3 years ago when i was working in KL, i imagined myself working in SK and i thought that i would be a dream for me

13. now that dream has come true but i am starting to resent the whole idea of it. i am not happy with my job and that is true to the core.

14. maybe i need to be more grateful, coz i actually got what i wished for. i got the job that ive always wanted (one of the jobs), i got married, i am going to be a father.. all of these are things i never thought i could get but i did

15. am i not grateful enough for all these blessings? i am though, so so so grateful for my family.. but this job is not one of it.

16. maybe i just need to toughen up and hold on.. things will get easier and better, i guess.. i hope..

17. honestly it isnt really the job. its the combination of the sucky job, the sucky people, and me missing my wife and my life in Johor, everything was so much easier then..

18. maybe this is something i must get thru, and it'll be a part of my lifes journey.. setiap orang lain kan kisah hidup dan struggles mereka.

19. other than that, i also want to start becoming an Uber partner. i plan to go to their meeting/briefing session tomorrow, insyallah if tiada aral melintang. dapat side income sikit2 jadi la.. lagipun i dont do anything at night, duduk rumah tengok tv atau main internet je.. i should do something else yg lebih bermanfaat

20. i have a demo account for trading on plus500. and i think i have been getting better at it.. for the past few weeks the money in my account has doubled. i started with 50k and now i have >100k already.. that is without me playing everyday.. maybe only once a week

21. i think its probably something i can try too but i need capital

22. my friend raul said, he will give me rm500 for me to try.. i told him we'd share the profit but he'd bear the loss.. huhu

23. insyallah if i got extra money i want to start trading with real money

oklah sampai di sini saja update kita.. selamat hari natal dan selamat tahun baru people.
be safe, be grateful, be kind, be positive, spread love
peace~~

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