salam
aku skrg kat tempat belajar memandu imkl setapak dan tgh tggu utk dgr ceramah jalan raya kpp01.. tp penceramah belum dtg.. katanya ceramah ni akan ambil masa 6 jam smpai kol 5ptg ni..
time register tadi kak tu da pesan nnt balik jgn lupa thumbprint lg sekali sbg bukti kehadiran..
baiklah akak..
so rata2 yg ambik lesen ni budak2 muda dalam lingkungan 18 - 22.. aku je yg tua..
ni la da menyesal dulu time ambik lesen kereta xnak amek lesen moto sekali..kononnye time tu rasa mcm x perlu sbb xda plan nk beli or bawa moto bagai..
skrg ni disebabkan kos kehidupan yg meningkat dan its not economical to drive to work, i choose to ride a bike..
which i have been doing for a few months.. and to be safe, and not break the law, i decided to get a bike license.. i am a law abiding citizen after all.. except for the past few months that i havent been..
being here brings back memories of that time when i took the test for my car license.. i failed the 1st time around because of several mistakes i made during the test, which i cannot recall now to be honest..
but i remember of me being pissed coz it took me the whole day waiting and then it had to be postponed, so basically the 1st day i went there but i didnt take the test instead i was wasting my whole day waiting for my turn..
i was so pissed and i chose to let the steam off by writing a note..
it was 2005 if im not mistaken, and i was using my nokia daun phone..
i really liked that phone.. i lost it in a cinema at klcc.. i figured it must have fallen out of my pocket when i sat in the cinema chair..
when i realized it was missing i went back to the cinema and asked but they said it was not found..
although i didnt trust the cinema guy but i couldnt have done anything else.. i just hoped that whoever stole my phone did good things with it..
oh god i ramble too mich..
i do ramble when it comes to telling stories.. stories of my life, which i love to tell, unfortunately not many are fond of listening to them..
maybe ill write a book about myself..
my life stories.. haha.. i doubt itll sell tho coz i am a nobody..
what the hell.. lets talk about something else..
i was browsing facebook, wished some friends birthday and saw that in a few days it is shahirah adibah's birthday..
she was the top student in my batch at mrsm jasin. she got 4.0 cgpa, meaning she got perfect score 4.0 flat for all 4 semesters.. shes so clever, smart, hardworking.. the perfect scorer..
while she was excellent in academics, there are other aspects that she was lacking tho.. she wasnt the best leader i must say.. she was the president of emc.. she was clever but wasnt assertive when it comes to her actions..
and maybe because of that some people respects her solely because of her exam results but not her as a person..
well its life and nobodys perfect, but she has led a pretty succesful life, it seems to me..
working as a doctor in UK, married with a son..
shes the kampung kinda girl i guess always in baju kurung and tudung labuh..
wanita muslimah puteri lindungan kaabah kinda gal..
me as an outsider sees that shes great in all aspects of life.. got good job, happy family, someone who portrays herself as a saint..
am i jealous? honestly no..
but it sounds so ridiculous to be jealous of her..
but for some weird reasons my mind is set to compare myself to her, my life to hers..
its automatic.. i didnt plan but it happened, i tried to compare, and it made me question why i even tried..
its not healthy.. i guess thats probably because of how i was brought up.. how the people around me have taught me to react..
everything and everyone that was born in this world came into this world so pure.. no ill feeling towards others.. its the people and environment who shape our minds and make us who we are.. bad and good..
i notice the bad in me, i do the good too..
its importamt to be able to see them and know where to work more on..
oh god i ramble again..
my words may sound ludicrous to others.. they kinda sound ludicrous to me too.. but it dont matter..
people who think, who want to think will understand..
and even if noone understands or wants to understand.. i dont GAF..
i am so bored at this kelas/ceramah..
ok la i better start trying to listen to the penceramah..
talk to you later
aku skrg kat tempat belajar memandu imkl setapak dan tgh tggu utk dgr ceramah jalan raya kpp01.. tp penceramah belum dtg.. katanya ceramah ni akan ambil masa 6 jam smpai kol 5ptg ni..
time register tadi kak tu da pesan nnt balik jgn lupa thumbprint lg sekali sbg bukti kehadiran..
baiklah akak..
so rata2 yg ambik lesen ni budak2 muda dalam lingkungan 18 - 22.. aku je yg tua..
ni la da menyesal dulu time ambik lesen kereta xnak amek lesen moto sekali..kononnye time tu rasa mcm x perlu sbb xda plan nk beli or bawa moto bagai..
skrg ni disebabkan kos kehidupan yg meningkat dan its not economical to drive to work, i choose to ride a bike..
which i have been doing for a few months.. and to be safe, and not break the law, i decided to get a bike license.. i am a law abiding citizen after all.. except for the past few months that i havent been..
being here brings back memories of that time when i took the test for my car license.. i failed the 1st time around because of several mistakes i made during the test, which i cannot recall now to be honest..
but i remember of me being pissed coz it took me the whole day waiting and then it had to be postponed, so basically the 1st day i went there but i didnt take the test instead i was wasting my whole day waiting for my turn..
i was so pissed and i chose to let the steam off by writing a note..
it was 2005 if im not mistaken, and i was using my nokia daun phone..
i really liked that phone.. i lost it in a cinema at klcc.. i figured it must have fallen out of my pocket when i sat in the cinema chair..
when i realized it was missing i went back to the cinema and asked but they said it was not found..
although i didnt trust the cinema guy but i couldnt have done anything else.. i just hoped that whoever stole my phone did good things with it..
oh god i ramble too mich..
i do ramble when it comes to telling stories.. stories of my life, which i love to tell, unfortunately not many are fond of listening to them..
maybe ill write a book about myself..
my life stories.. haha.. i doubt itll sell tho coz i am a nobody..
what the hell.. lets talk about something else..
i was browsing facebook, wished some friends birthday and saw that in a few days it is shahirah adibah's birthday..
she was the top student in my batch at mrsm jasin. she got 4.0 cgpa, meaning she got perfect score 4.0 flat for all 4 semesters.. shes so clever, smart, hardworking.. the perfect scorer..
while she was excellent in academics, there are other aspects that she was lacking tho.. she wasnt the best leader i must say.. she was the president of emc.. she was clever but wasnt assertive when it comes to her actions..
and maybe because of that some people respects her solely because of her exam results but not her as a person..
well its life and nobodys perfect, but she has led a pretty succesful life, it seems to me..
working as a doctor in UK, married with a son..
shes the kampung kinda girl i guess always in baju kurung and tudung labuh..
wanita muslimah puteri lindungan kaabah kinda gal..
me as an outsider sees that shes great in all aspects of life.. got good job, happy family, someone who portrays herself as a saint..
am i jealous? honestly no..
but it sounds so ridiculous to be jealous of her..
but for some weird reasons my mind is set to compare myself to her, my life to hers..
its automatic.. i didnt plan but it happened, i tried to compare, and it made me question why i even tried..
its not healthy.. i guess thats probably because of how i was brought up.. how the people around me have taught me to react..
everything and everyone that was born in this world came into this world so pure.. no ill feeling towards others.. its the people and environment who shape our minds and make us who we are.. bad and good..
i notice the bad in me, i do the good too..
its importamt to be able to see them and know where to work more on..
oh god i ramble again..
my words may sound ludicrous to others.. they kinda sound ludicrous to me too.. but it dont matter..
people who think, who want to think will understand..
and even if noone understands or wants to understand.. i dont GAF..
i am so bored at this kelas/ceramah..
ok la i better start trying to listen to the penceramah..
talk to you later
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