Death thoughts

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weirdly, recently i think about death quite often.

my wife told me she had a dream that i had died from an accident. she was davastated.

we spoke not so long ago about the fear of death, i told her that i no longer have that fear.

Death is certain and its just the matter of how and when.

having said this,

doesnt mean that i wish to die soon.

if possible i wud want to see my kid(s) grow up.

i love them w everything i have.

i am just saying that i am not afraid to die.

if i am not meant to live to old age,

i accept that.

i dont have any regrets.

for all i know,

i have had a wonderful life.

i think i have been a good person for all my life.

abide by the rules.

i have been blessed w many gifts and opportunities.

i have had a fair share of fun, joy and tears and i am grateful for all of them.

i pray that on the day that i leave this world, i will go in a good proper way,

i will be able to say the syahadah,

and i will die in iman and islam.

above all, that is the most important.