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sekian,
daddy izzue

random things.. i just want to write stuff

Hello and salam to all,

Now i am at offshore, onboard of platform MDLQ/MDPP, in Muda Field, Gulf of Thailand.
I am at my so called office, one of the 2 places where i can get wifi.
my work is almost finished here, remaining to do endurance test of the Wimax Link from this platform to 2 remote platforms, JKB and MTA, the test to JKB has started since yesterday, will finish by 3PM tomorrow.
the next day we will proceed to do the test to MTA which will take another 48 hours, that means the soonest that i will demob is on 25th of Jan, by boat.
i still need to check the boat schedule tho.
for today, my plan is to perform inspection with CPOC operation representative to clear the construction punchlist from before.
well, truth be told, even if we performed the inspection today, it will not close all the punchlists because we still do not have the nameplates and cable taggings.
but i will try to get all the punchlists cleared as many as possible, altho highly unlikely
theres another issue pulak, the endurance test ni mcm akan fail je.. huhu..
stress la keje ni.. mcm2 masalah..
tapi mungkin mmg mcm ni la kan bila baru2 keje, projek  pulak cuci tahi orang punya.. so mmg byk la masalahnyer
tapi mungkin jugak ni peluang untuk aku belajar, make me tougher, and gain valuable experience..
skrg link ke mta ni mcm down je, sbb aku try call x dpt.. aku x dpt nak check link ptp sbb aku kat ofis skrg.. malas pulak rasanya nak pegi LER tu semata2 nak check link.. huhu
sbb salu stress keje ni, kadang tu rasa cam nak quit je.. nak keje simple2 yg x stress.. tapi nnt aku akan rasa cam x best sbb seolah2 tewas kepada stress.. aku rasa aku lebih kuat dari itu, meaning that i believe i can handle it..
need to remind myself too, that all this hardship, the problems etc they are not for forever.. sumer benda pasti boleh diselesaikan..
tapi aku akan tanya balik diri aku, is it worth it?
adakah semua stress ini berbaloi?
aku x boleh terlalu stress sbb akan affect my health, i think..
or maybe it doesnt affect..
anyhow, i'd prefer to not risk it.. and not be in stressful situation for a long time..
im in the process of looking for another job, office job, less stress..
but does that kind of job exist?
senang start bisnes je.. tapi betul ke senang? aku xda experience, xda modal, byk commitment, pasti tidak mudah..
hmm.. citer pusing punya pusing mesti akan balik ke kisah duit, dan perbelanjaan.. mmg xleh nak lari..
tapi aku akan cuba untuk kurangkan bercerita pasal duit..
aku nak cerita something yg agak membanggakan, dan juga merisaukan,..
untuk buat endurance test ni, ia akan mengambil masa selama 48 jam..
test equipment yg digunakan, di bawa oleh Omega kesayangan, is JDSU Ethernet Smart Class, which runs on DC battery. However the battery can only last up to 5 hours.
to run the test for 48 hours, would mean the test equipment needs to be hooked up to its power adaptor (230VAC) and be in continuous charging mode.
at mdpp, there is no problem since our telecom cabinet is equipped with 3 pin socket that serves 230VAC power.
at jkb, we dont have continuous AC power. however, there is continuous DC power that feeds the existing WCS and SIS system.
the PTP enclosure that we installed last mob in November takes power from this DCDB.
i have been planning to utilize this DC power from PTP Enclosure for months, and last few days Usop went to JKB and tried to setup the power for the test equipment as i have planned.
but unfortunately it didnt go as planned as the enclosure was not big enough to fit all the additional equipment required, including the test equipment, JDSU, the power inverter, socket adaptor and JDSU power adaptor.
so i came up with a plan to introduce an additional Ex type enclosure to house the JDSU, power inverter, power adaptor and socket adaptor.. we just need to run 2 cables from the PTP enclosure to the new Ex type enclosure..1 run power cable and 1 run ethernet cable.
so my plan worked.. the test equipment can be charged..
but what im worried of is..
the platform is unmanned, and the glanding on the new enclosure is not perfect, we coudnt find any m25 to m20 reducer for the gland, so we just used the existing m25 gland for the 2 runs m20 cables.
we taped the cables so it become thicker and glanding would be fairly okay..
another thing is that the ptp enclosure didnt have enough spare holes.
but it did have 2 breather valve on its side and on its bottom.. so i used these holes for the power cable and ethernet cable, meaning now there is not breather valve on the ptp enclosure.. i am so worried, i hope the enclosure will not burn or anything like that..
esok aku akan pergi check and see if semuanya ok..
just now aku check link tu da drop from 40mbs to 25mbs.. and the link lost pun da banyak.. confirm2 la endurance test tu akan fail, sebab rquirement cpoc ni nak 99.995% availability.. tadi aku check availability dia da drop jadi 80%.. haha..
bila aku check plotter graph dia tunjuk, 10 jam yg lalu link drom jadi 10mbs je.. haha.. mmg gagal..

sekarang pon modulation dia limited by wireless condition, previously it was running at maximum mode..
sangat menjengkelkan perkara ni sbb kegagalan berlaku ketika kita nak buat test tu pulak.. astaghfirullah.. dugaan tuhan sungguh..
anyhow aku da shoot email ke budak2 omega kasi derang yg pening fikir.. aku malas la nak pening2 untuk derang..
tadi aku check cctv, memula tu nampak je gambar untuk 2 camera yg kat MTA tu.. tapi pastu tetiba hilang.. tengok kat cmd pon ping ke cctv 12 dah putus, putus kat workstation, meaning mmg link ke mta da break.. try call 3502 dgn 3503 pon x dapat tadi.. stress kan.. stress sgt sekarang ni..
nak balik~~

okla sampai di sini saja aku meroyan, aku harap aku akan diberi kekuatan dan guidance oleh Tuhan untuk menghandle masalah2 ini dan balik dgn fikiran yg lega..

nak meroyan jap la.. nak release stress

point entry ni adalah untuk aku meroyan sbb dalam kepala aku ni skrg tgh berat dgn benda2 yg sgt stressful berkaitan kerja.. btw, today is friday 15/1/16

1- commissioning yg dah x nampak masa depan

2- client nak buat endurance test selama 48 jam, dalam SAT procedure 24 jam je.

-3 Client ada dua team, project dgn operation. Untuk start commissioning kena dapatkan ptw dari cpoc operation

4- cpoc operation mintak provide cert Ready For Commissioning (RFC)

5- RFC pending cpoc project sign

6- cpoc project xda representative kat mdlq, sbb dia pergi mdb ada keje kat sana. si sekson siam tu

7- earliest boleh dpt rfc is this evening, and hopefully no issue, boleh dpt ptw and start commissioning esok 16/1/16

8- after commissioning is endurance test yg ambil masa 48 jam, so kalau start tomorrow evening, maksudnya petang 18/1/16 baru akan habis endurance test, assuming xda link putus or whatever

9- nak buat endurance test tu kena ada power 230ac continuous on both sides. Side aku mdpp xda masalah sbb mmg platform ada power 24/7

10- masalah kat platform remote sbb derang xda power continuous.

11- aku dah highlight ke orang2 kat MTA, kalau derang x prepare power utk buat test tu, itu masalah kau derang, bukan masalah aku

12- walaupun begitu, nnt akan jadi masalah aku jugak

13- mmg dah resmi keje ni macam ni.. orang lain buat taik kita jugak kena bersihkan

14- tadi Guna cakap derang nak demob on 17/1/16.. so camner nak buat 48 jam endurance test kalau mcm tu

15- jadi kesimpulan nyer mmg x nampak masa depan nak buat endurance test ni

16- aku seriusly dah givap dan aku cam like whatever la kau.. kalau x dpt buat kali ni, nnt next mob buat la.. lagipun mcm byk je lagi issue..

17- pastu ada issue cable cat5e ni pulak..

18- cpoc dah specified dalam specs derang nak cat6, kenapa la pulak pergi beli cat5e

19- mazlizan, engineer SK yg handle benda ni, attend FAT ape sumer, dah tahu dah pasal cable ni, tapi xda highlight or takda action, sampai la cable tu di installed at platform

20- sekarang cpoc suruh tukar cable, pastu retest balik.. meaning that yg sebelom ni pasang, test semua adalah sia sia..

21- aku risau disebabkan cable cat5e ni, nnt cpoc project refuse untuk sign rfc, dan menyebabkan kerja2 commissioning aku terbengkalai.

22- nak kena tunggu cable tu sebulan lebih baru sampai, pastu nak kena pasang balik, test bagai..

23- yang si Ong ni pun, dia yg install kat offshore bulan 11 lepas, tapi tak pernah nak highlight, sekarang bila da jadi issue, dia nak aku sorang2 settlekan

24- team sapura yg kat mta pun bila kita minta tolong langsung takda respons. dalam email cc je boss semua tapi sama je takda hasil

25- memang la scope telecom ni dianaktirikan

26- bengang pulak dengan team cpoc project ni

27- si hazlin tu dah agree nak sign rfc tapi sekarang dia dah blah

28- yg ganti dia encik siam sekson ni asyik xda kat mdlq, dia asyik ke mdb, skrg xda orang nak sign aku punya rfc

29- lepas ni nak check barang2 cctv pulak dan clear checksheet

30- mazlizan ni prepare checksheet pun consider la jugak benda tu boleh lepas ke x boleh lepas

31- yg nak menjawab nyer aku sebab aku yg conduct inspection dgn cpoc

32- kalau kau nyer checksheet mintak benda yg bukan2, mcm mana aku nak provide

33- mintak neoprene sheet dari team MTA utk punchlist clearance, tapi tak hantar ke sini pon

34- derang anta sorang scaffolder sbb electrical tech yg ada kat sini x berani nak naik tower

35- sekarang ni scaffolder xda keje dok goyang kaki sbb xda material nak buat punchlist clearance

36- cpoc operation pun sorang2 perangai astaghfirullah

37- aku suruh kau witness je, dan tulis remarks dalam checksheet, bukan suruh kau accept

38- yg akan final accept is mr sekson, tapi dia sekarang ni kat mdp

39- this is unnecessary delay. kalau hazlin dah sign haritu, sure dah complete dah commissioning aku

40- pastu cpoc ni nak mintak bandwidth priority pulak.. sedangkan itu kena buat thru router dia by cpoc it.

41- aku dah highlight dalam email, dan skrg tunggu cpoc IT yg confirm. should be no problem pasal derang boleh setting remotely from KL

42- communication dgn redang pun sangat hopeless.

43- internet kau selalu down, lepas tu bila call semua orang xda dalam office

44- aku simply dah give up

45- nak balik

*emoticon nangis airmata jurai2

benda remeh temeh tak payah la nak di bother sangat

salam yalls,

semalam aku MC, xda la sakit pon, tapi doktor tu assume aku stress.. maybe dia boleh nampak aku stress.. aku agak stress.. takda pon perkara yg meruncing untuk aku stresskan.. tapi ada la beberapa benda kecik yg bikin aku stress.. so kat sini aku nak listkan benda2 kecik yg tak penting pon tapi bila banyak sgt buat aku sakit hati dan STRESS

1. aku stress pasal keje dan aku xnak pegi laut

2. aku stress sbb muka aku gatal2 dan selalu luka sebab aku garu

3. aku stress sbb cream yg clinic bagi tu aku tertinggal kat johor dalam kereta wife,

4. aku stress sbb aku sepatutnya masukkan sendiri krim tu dalam beg dan bukan mintak orang lain tolong masukkan

5. aku stress sbb line Umobile selalu hilang2 sekarang, dan slow pulak tu

6. aku stress sbb aku ada 4.5 gb lagi data Umobile yg akan expire lagi 2 hari

7. aku stress sbb petang tadi online uber tapi xda pelanggan

8. aku stress sbb aku rasa lonely dan xda kawan. sms pon xda org layan

9. aku stress sbb tadi aku txt my wife tp dia x respon, dia respon bgtau dia nak masuk tido

10. aku stress sbb banyak nyamuk yg da gigit tangan aku dan gatal

11. aku stress sbb aku x boleh nak register credit card maybank aku utk apple wallet

12. aku stress sbb aku bought something from the Appstore impulsively and now i regret it

13. aku stress sbb x dpt apply credit card cimb

14. aku stress sbb org cimb kata aku ada ccris ctos sedangkan aku xda pon miss payment for my car, house or asb loan

15. aku stress sbb bila aku tanya bank negara apa yg aku sangkut tu, dia kata kena dtg bank negara utk buat semakan. apa bangang sangat xboleh check je via phone..

16. aku stress sbb asb nyer dividen rendah, 7.25%.. amount dividen yg dpt is lower than amount loan yg dibayar

17. aku stress sbb xda bajet nak balik johor everyweek

18. aku stress sbb aku rasa x selesa bila ramai orang kat rumah

19. aku stress sbb remote control android box ni mcm da nak habis battery

20. aku stress sbb mouse yg guna control android box ni pon x work properly sbb xda mouse pad

21. aku stress sbb aku nak beli rumah murah/lelong utk disewakan tp x dpt sokongan wife

22. aku stress sbb aku rasa byk benda yg aku nak tp dia x sokong

23. aku stress sbb aku makin gemuk dan xda kesempatan nak eksesais

24. aku stress sbb xda member nak work out

25. aku stress sbb orang2 dalam rumah ni suka menjerit2 pening kepala aku

boleh tahan byk jugak benda yg aku stresskan.. memangla benda2 insignifikan dan bodo2 je.. tapi bila da byk mcm ni aku mmg rasa STRESS!!!

okla nak tido.. nak tengok kaho na pyar hai tp dah xda mood da.. nak tido je..

bila dtg kerajinan, kita post la entry baru

salam people-people,

1. I am so bored at office today. i have completed my work so early. basically today i came to work with no work plan. so i just sit here and surf the internet, and now here i am..

2. the other engineers are at a meeting to discuss punchlist. I was in the meeting but i felt like i wasnt needed so i left.. telecom scope is very minimal. if they need me, they can call me.. wah perangai diva sangat kan

3. the meeting room is so effing cold, thats why i couldnt tahan and go back to my desk

4. harini check demo account trading, untung 15k semalam.. terus rasa semakin tertarik nak join trading with real money

5. my friend wong advised me not to start with real money and need to practise, observe market, financial cycle for 1 year yada yada.. i am sure there are some truth to what he's saying, but i think even waiting a year wont make a significant difference..

6. anyhow i am still not confident to use real money, not that i have any extra money to spare.

7. i went to register as an uber driver yesterday. the session was brief and easy to understand. i plan to start "uber"ing today at 6pm.

8. i also went to see abg Airudin the agency manager for CWA in KL. i think i want to take my exam in March altho the date is not confirmed yet.

9. i really feel demotivated and not happy working here in SK at the moment.. dah xda hati da.. if only i had the luxury of quitting..

10. i have a new phone which i bought from Wong last Sunday, HTC one and the phone is in good condition.. no issue whatsoever.. but it aint an iphone.. so thats that..

11. i want to check at umobile their plan for iphone, i think they have the 0% interest easy payment plan.. sangat menarik

12. tentatively i will be going offshore on 31/12/2015, until 9/1/2016.. and then go back somewhere around February.. I am so not looking forward to it.. sakit je hati ni sbb kena sacrifice byk cuti public holiday.. i hate this..

13. i was talking to my friend Raul who is now at offshore in Terenganu. He also feels the same about working offshore.. We resent it!!

14. back to forex trading, wong share with me about the risks of doing trading for newbies. things like stop hunting and non-transparent broker.. these things make me feel discouraged to use real money for trading.. haih..

15. but knowing myself, i will probably do it if i have the money.. regardless of what others had advised against it.

16. semalam dpt duit claim pergi offshore itu hari, bayar hutang itu ini, bayar credit card, sekarang tinggal rm600 je.. sedih nyer

17. tadi layan instagram kat fon pakai earphone pastu ada boss besar kat belakang incik Sivakumar.. not sure if he saw what i was looking at, aku pon terus la tutup fon bukak email.. wayang drama swasta la..

18. but honestly if he had seen what i was doing pon aku cam whatever la kau.. aku dah xda hati nak keje sini.. aku nak berhenti paham? xyah la aku nak pegi offshore tu..

19. borak2 lagi dgn wong dia beriya2 advise aku untuk tidak buat trading guna duit betul2.. im not saying what he said wasnt true.. cuma aku mmg jenis yg prefer utk experience sendiri and not decide based solely on others opinion

20. he also mentioned about ASN, which i am not familiar with.. aku rasa macam Unit Trust je.. speaking of which, i cant wait until i become a certified agent..

21. this weekend ada bazar lepak #villagepeople anjuran @faizdickievp.. i feel like going.. but i want to do uber this weekend.. see how la..

22. balik umah ni aku bercadang untuk update resume, and start cari keje lain.. moga2 dpt keje kat johor.

sampai di sini sahajalah pembebelan aku untuk hari ni.. sehingga di lain masa.. see ya~~

its december already people

hi all,

1. now im at office, no work to do hence melagha tulis blog.

2.  perasaan dan motivasi untuk kerja sangat tiada ye people. i often feel lost, and kinda dont GAF about anything anymore.. there have been times i felt like i just want to quit, stay home and eat cekodok until my perut becomes bloated or something

3. i want to cari kerja at joho because my wife is there, and i just wanna be with her all the time, and with our baby too..

4. i have been considering to quit my job, and become an MRSM teacher in pontian, its about 1 hour drive from our house in pulai jaya.

5. teaching may not be a glamorous job, and it doesnt pay as much as engineering, less increment.. its probably more work compared to my job right now.. but on the pros side, teaching is a mulia job, maybe more mulia than engineer, cause a teacher shares knowledge, shapes the mind of young people.

6. also, during cuti sekolah 1 month i get to cuti as well

7. when i become a permanent teacher, i can opt for skim pencen, and i get to withdraw my kwsp which the money i can use for a second house that i can rent out

8. teaching is less stressful, i think

9. besides that i have also considered to become a full time cwa agent either in KL or JB

10. its come to a point that i feel like i want to quit my current job, and also i am starting to feel like i dont want to continue my contract when the term ends.

11. not sure why but i feel confident about it, and i definitely feel more motivated to do CWA than to be an SK engineer

12. its so funny and weird, it was about 2 or 3 years ago when i was working in KL, i imagined myself working in SK and i thought that i would be a dream for me

13. now that dream has come true but i am starting to resent the whole idea of it. i am not happy with my job and that is true to the core.

14. maybe i need to be more grateful, coz i actually got what i wished for. i got the job that ive always wanted (one of the jobs), i got married, i am going to be a father.. all of these are things i never thought i could get but i did

15. am i not grateful enough for all these blessings? i am though, so so so grateful for my family.. but this job is not one of it.

16. maybe i just need to toughen up and hold on.. things will get easier and better, i guess.. i hope..

17. honestly it isnt really the job. its the combination of the sucky job, the sucky people, and me missing my wife and my life in Johor, everything was so much easier then..

18. maybe this is something i must get thru, and it'll be a part of my lifes journey.. setiap orang lain kan kisah hidup dan struggles mereka.

19. other than that, i also want to start becoming an Uber partner. i plan to go to their meeting/briefing session tomorrow, insyallah if tiada aral melintang. dapat side income sikit2 jadi la.. lagipun i dont do anything at night, duduk rumah tengok tv atau main internet je.. i should do something else yg lebih bermanfaat

20. i have a demo account for trading on plus500. and i think i have been getting better at it.. for the past few weeks the money in my account has doubled. i started with 50k and now i have >100k already.. that is without me playing everyday.. maybe only once a week

21. i think its probably something i can try too but i need capital

22. my friend raul said, he will give me rm500 for me to try.. i told him we'd share the profit but he'd bear the loss.. huhu

23. insyallah if i got extra money i want to start trading with real money

oklah sampai di sini saja update kita.. selamat hari natal dan selamat tahun baru people.
be safe, be grateful, be kind, be positive, spread love
peace~~

i feel lonely and i want to meroyan

boring la ok kat sini.. i feel lonely..
internet slow, but atleast there is internet so i should be grateful..
tapi sangat slow, nak tgk video kat facebook dgn instagram pon x dpt..

i dont really like the people here..
ok thats a blunt statement..
i dont hate them.. i just feel excluded, for some reasons.. they are not so friendly.. the teknisyens are friendly, but i dont quite get it off with other engineers..
its no big deal.. i dont know why i even bother..

i want to go home so bad.. but according to schedule i will only demob on 11/11/15.. thats like 9 days to go..
construction works for telecom scope is completed.. whats left is for cable termination, energize panels and functional testing..
i can already start on the checksheets, in fact tomorrow CPOC Inspector will come on board to witness cable termination.. my vendors will arrive tonight, my vendors meaning budak2 Omega..
Opie, Arul, Apau ngn syazwan.. haha.. kalau x dulu, aku naik kapal ni as a vendor, tp skrg aku contractor..
i hope everything goes as planned.. haa why CPOC OTL still x approve PTW aku ni?? aci x nak cemas dan menggelabah tits??

well lets talk about the people here, more specifically the engineers here..
dont know whats the word in english tapi aku rasa excluded sbb aku x sebulu, x sekepala..
different wavelength? is that what you call it in english??

usually i dont really GAF about this feeling, but it keeps coming back, and i feel rather annoyed, so i thought maybe i should blog about it..
memula tadi nak buat voice recording je, tapi nnt malu lak kalau ada orang dengar aku membebel.. so kita tulis blog je la yer.. nampak intelektual sikit menaip ye dak.. huhu.. kalau buar recording mcm org gila je memekak nnt.. haha..

okla da xda mood nak membebel kat sini..
tadi igt nak chatting ngn kawan2 kat whatsapp tapi semua pon cam busy je.. so malas la nak kacau derang.. aku membebel sesorang je la kat sini.. atleast ada la tempat nak meroyan kan, dan tak menyusahkan orang..

tapi now da boring xda mood, nak tengok citer stephen chow kat tv3.. later~~