weddings and miscellaneous things

ok today pon cam malas nak tulis banyak2..

so enjoy the photos..

Cappoh&Wandi before akad nikah

at Shamaz&Epen's Wedding in Muar

Shamaz with flowers

at Shamaz&Epen's Wedding in Muar

Epen&Shamaz's wedding at dewan alumni UTM JB

 

 

At Loq&Amal's Wedding at JB

Gambar Selingan : Iols jaga booth PWS #work

Camwhoring at office - Ketika rambut still panjang boleh libas2 gittew

mee bandung muar, after epen's wedding

at the mee bandung restaurant

gambar selingan : Dalino muda remaja & dara

Our present for Cappoh wedding

I didnt attend this one in Melaka, Congratulation anyway Cappoh

i love the red colour though.. very bold gittew

i think this is before akad nikah.. i think..

The night we had late dinner asam pedas melaka

chantek baju nyer

their kenduri in Muar

berselera!!!

cameraman kurang pengalaman.. gambar senget..

ada budak2 menari zapin, tapi make-up mereka masya allah hudoh bebenor

OMG gemok nyer my thigh

gambar selingan : More Camwhoring

Christmas get together at Am&Donnie's place : Food was awesome

their christmas tree that was not so biblical (according to Donnie)

Controversy!!

Gambar Selingan : Jejaka Pujaan Malaya berumur 60 tahun yaw!!

Gambar Selingan : Odie took this photo when he visited the landslide site at Setiawangsa

Gambar Selingan : 1st attempt on famous amos choc chip cookies

Gambar Selingan : Choclate Chip Cookies ala2 famous amos

Gambar Selingan : My new addiction?

My dragons are still very tiny but adorable

Syed Afro's Wedding at Seremban 2 : Arabian Cultural Dance I think

With them boys at Syed's wedding

with them whole lot of aucklanders (ex-aucklanders actually)

hot ladies!!!

yeah we love taking photos

The bride and groom

Syed's wedding : photo from liyana nouxman

 


okla sampai di sini sahajo..

nowadays malas nak menaip.. click and post gambar jer..

tp gigih gak la nak add caption tu kan..


later~~

happy events..

this time i dont feel like talking much..
so i will only post photos..
a picture worth thousand words la sangat kan... hehe..

Went bowling with farik, odie and erwan the other night.. i had so much fun.. altho i lost the game

i like this photo because i look very the fair&lovely gittew

after bowling went to bege bakar at seksyen 5..
i had cravings for tuti fruti but them bitches wanted bege bakar.. so baconizer it is..

and owh, we played taboo there.. i installed the game on my phone there and then.. because erwan forgot his samsung tab.. sigh.. haaa me & farik against odie and erwan..
we won!!! suweett...

some more photos i want to share..
from kamal & bella wedding reception at concorde shah alam.. 24 Dec 2012

awesome food.. so befitting of the venue..

yummy!!

alolololo muka Dani...

the all-asian pose

Le Menu

les adorables ini baby..

saya pengganggu baby yg sedang nyenyak tido

dont ask about the baju batik.. no budget to buy something hotter.. huhu..

haaa.. baru perasan i dont have any photo with the pengantin..
our table was quite jauh.. and the only time ambek gambar dgn pengantin was when nak salam nak balik.. and twas only by the photographer.. not by any of us.. aaaahh.. luper..

rasa bersalah sikit..

tapi takper.. nnt belah pasha i will make sure ada gambar dgn pengantin.. hehe..



ok sampai di sini saja.. hopefully some people can find joy looking at those photos..
i have a birthday party to attend tomorrow morning.. hehe..
later~~

the world hasnt ended yet.. and neither has my life..

dear diary,

it is the day after the supposedly end of the world (21-12-2012) as predicted by the Mayans.
and for sure they were wrong..
it was not doomsday yesterday.. pretty much like any other day i guess.. except for some silly little jokes on how drunk they mayans must have been when they predicted the doomsday..

but i must admit i did have some thoughts running thru my head, what if it really was doomsday yesterday.. am i prepared? what is it that i need to prepare myself with? buying and stocking stuffs for consumption for months? or just prepare to face death and the afterlife?
hahahaha.. but that thought didnt last long coz i didnt really believe the world was gonna end.. so why should i bother about it too much?

and i am right.. well, everybody is..

anyhow, thats not really what i want to rant on here..
just that.. this morning somehting silly happened... and i dont know why it still bothers me.. but it just does..

ok lemme explain.. this morning i decided to leave my house to office a bit later than usual since already had lunch on nasi lemak at home..
when i was leaving, locking my door, i saw this guy who's living in the unit opposite of my house sitting near the door.. i merely glanced at him.. then suddenly he yelled at me.. he said something like this..

"apa pandang2? sebok buat per?? baru pindah da nak berlagak!!"

i was like "whoah bitch!! whats up with you?" but of course internal monologue only..
i didnt dare say back or look back at him..
hahahahaha... am i a coward?
well it depends on how you wanna look at it.. and also it depends on what kind of person you are, or how you were brought up..
but i dont want to care what others think of what i shouldve done..
i care about what i think i should do in that situation.. i chose to be quiet because i didnt want to create chaos.. i didnt want to get involved in whatever problem there was..
so to me its simple.. if you think i was a coward for not speaking up.. then so be it..
but i know i did the right thing because nothing good was gonna come up had i been in a fight with him..

i took the higher road, so to say.. and honestly speaking, i am actually doing him a favour..

but i dont think everybody wouldve done what i did.. some might think that i shoulve replied and possible got into a fight.. then the fight might last for some time and causing awkward moments should we pass by each other..

but at that split moment where i had to choose how to react, i chose to be the bigger person.. *i think..

ok.. now that i think of it.. its really silly though.. and like i said earlier.. why is it still bothering me??
maybe its because im not used to being so called "challenged" like that in my life?

aaahh.. whatever it is.. its not important.. unless it pays for my bill, pays my rent and buys my food, i probably should just never think about it..

i want to be a better, happier person, so whatever it takes, i will do..
and i will be better and happier
i know it..

ok wedding pasha dresscode very the formal.. kena pakai lounge suit bagai.. mana nak cari?
or should i just wear baju batik? i think thats fine too, no?

ok till next time.. later??

revisiting self re-invention..

aku sekang kat office
bosan
so aku baca blog
bosan jugak
baca blog sendiri pulak
sampai kat post ni

http://nauzi5145.blogspot.com/2011/08/reinventing-myself.html

ok many things have changed
i dont teach tution anymore
that means now i have time to exercise
and no more love muffintop/love handles
my weight is 73kg now and my waist is 31" ( i was close to 90kg with 35" waist before)
i am happy with my so called body transformation to the better..
and i was right.. things got better!!

i am no longer a technical engineer doing servicing
i am a consultant engineer now doing design and costing

i no longer have to go to sites to do my work (PM Servicing, installation etc etc)
i now work with Autocad and microsoft office for my drawings and solutions documents (costing, technical proposal)

i got a big raise a few months back when i got an offer from a competitor company, but i decided to stay because i knew i still had a lot to learn.

all in all, what i can say is.. things have got better!! and i am a happier person.

ok now i am obsessed with some of malay celebrities whom i think are good looking and have very nice body.
i will work towards that.

untung2 nnt dapat jadi retis

*okstartberangandah

ok i think thats all for now. i want to stalk people on instagram!!
FB is so last year
 

Living like our age...

salam..

this night i feel like talking about one particular thing that is not so important.. but since im still wide awake, why the hell not, right?

but before i get to the main point, maybe its good if i give some intro of what i just did today.
i went out to midvalley with farik rick karim and erwan.. met erwan there at around 3pm.. i was late because fariq was late.. had late lunch at nandos.. (its been more than a year since i last had nandos i think)

then go to solat zuhur (because i forgot to solat before i went out).. then we started our splurging session.. (although i dont really have much money to splurge to begin with.. but i dont care!! its retail therapy bitch!!)

ok basically the three of us are fans of topman and zara.. for some reasons the designs from these outlets resonate well with us..
well actually, ive been a fan of topman since i was a teenager.. maybe since i was 18 like that.. but being 18, it was okay to wear topman.. maybe if youre 22 or 23, it is still okay to wear topman.. but being 25? am i too old already to be wearing topman? honestly speaking but dont quite understand why, i asked myself that...

if i have to give an answer to that question, my asnwer would be NO.. i am not at that age yet where wearing topman is considered inappropriate..

but this begs thee question, why is there an inappropriate age for someone to wear topman? does it mean someone who's 50 or 60 cannot wear topman? what is the age limit then? who decides the age limit? why should we oblige to it?

ok too many questions, leading to too many confusions...

that age of 50 or 60 is a lil bit too extreme to be made an example for this argument..

topman fashion is generally for young male.. id say for late teens, the 20s and maybe some early 30s..so i think it is safe to say, old people (50 or 60 yo) arent supposed to wear topman at their age..

but this is my opinion.. maybe other people think the topman fashion suits even old people.. maybe?

then i wondered.. how will i be like when im 50? do i have the guts to put on young men clothing?
hahaha i dont know... maybe? hehehe..

i hate that i have this feeling.. i know i shouldnt have this feeling yet.. but i do..
i feel like im already too old for topman.. damn it!!
now my taste of fashion is more on brand like zara.. but even that.. not really either..

ok i am a lil bit confused.. zara's style is much more matured than topman, that is what i think.. so thats why i am starting to like zara more now that im getting older..
but am i the only one?

ok this entry post is so silly... why the hell am i talking about fashion? does it even matter??

come to think about it, the main concern is not about the fashion style i am adapting to now.. but its more of why i feel this way.. or starting to feel this way..
the feeling of getting older, getting more adult..like i'm evolving.. transforming internally.. starting to like things that are associated more with adult people..
am i having quarter-life crisis? is that even a thing?

when i was younger, i came across to this phrase
"getting old is mandatory, growing up is optional" and
"age is just a number, youth is in the attitude"

how i understood these phrases was that.. we cannot help how old we are getting each day, each minute.. but how we live each day is totally up to us.. be it like a kid, a teenager, a regular adult man or an old man..

to me, this means that.. even when youre older, per say at the age of 40 or 50, if you still can do things young people do (for example, play skateboard, bungy jump or whatever), then why the hell not??

and if you want to dress like young people, go head and just do it..

i know some people, when they grow old, they will choose to dress, act, walk, talk and do things the way 
old people do..
that is boring i think....
i want to live young forever!!! so i dont care how old im getting, i will still be rocking it...*poyogilaayat

hmmm.... reading back what i wrote and thinking...
writing about it in this blog might not give me the answer that i want..  (as if i really want or need the answers to begin with)
coz maybe theres nobody reading it.. even if there are people who read it, doesnt mean they'd understand of what i speak of.. theyd probably understand it if theyve experienced it too..
itd be cool if i can get these people who understand and have felt the same way im feeling now to talk to me.. that would be cool.. but for some reason i think i know that its not gonna happen..
there are just too many uncertainties.. too many "if" conditions to make it come true..

okla, i dont see this entry making any sense now to anybody else but.. i think im gonna watch the latest greys anatomy before i go to bed..

till next time~~
stay young people!

~konon2 buat keje

Da lama gak tak nulis blog ni.. dulu cam salu gak la pasal cam salu takda keje.. salu free jer..

Ok harini aku cam sangat free.. lately aku mmg salu free aku pon taktau nape aku cam sgt free.. aku sebnanyer bukan la nak merungut pasal takda keje.. tapi aku tak suke bila nnt datang kerja 5 6 benda nak kena siapkan pada masa yg sama.. time aku takda keje cam sekang ni, mmg takda keje la.. so bosan..

Ok aku taknak la meroyan jer merapu2 kat sini cakap pasal keje, takda keje..

Hmm.. bestu nak cakap pasal pe eh..

Woaaah lately byk betol jemputan perkahwinan.. last week aku gi JB epen nyer kenduri dgn Loq nyer kenduri.. aku gi ngn bali hairi dan reen.. mmg plan nak gi epen nyer wedding jer pastu gi JPO la for shopping.. tapi that night sampai kat JB bali txting2 ngn raihana rahmat, so malam tu dinner kat singgah selalu ngn cik rai.. dier pon ajak gi loq nyer wedding which is very near to epens, 10 15 minutes drive like that..

Owh before I get to that, nak citer jugak the next morning gi sarapan kat umah raihana kat taman perling, then gi amek2 gambar kat legoland tu.. tak masok dalam pon.. jenjalan kat mall depan legoland tu n gi amek gambar jer.. da la nak ujan time tu.. rosak la rambut I kalau hujan kan.. hehehe..

Owh luper jugak nak citer.. the day before we all drove from KL terus gi JPO dulu.. and I bought an ESPIRIT shirt yg chantek la jugak.. aku rasa baju tu cam sama ngn baju bahet. Aku tgk dier pakai cantek jer.. so aku pon nak cari gak selai baju camtu.. and time pegi JPO tu aku carik la baju cegitu.. hehehe..

Haa luper jugak nak citer, the week before pegi kawen shamas&epen kat Muar dgn udi, zarik, wandi, bahet, ki, cadon, and capoh.. tapi jumper capoh pon kat muar je la.. aku n udie gerak dari KL together pegi umah wandi n zarik kat cheng Melaka tu.. pegi gak makan kt umbai yg mahal tu.. malam sampai Melaka t uterus gi umbai dlu bukan nak balik umah.. takda pon lapar tapi gedik kan nak gak makan mahal2 tu.. tapi okla sedap la jugak.. sekalisekala apa salahnyer..

Haaa satu lagi citer..

Adek wandi form 4 meninggal pasal lemas.. zarik citer adek wandi tu nak selamatkan orang lemas, pastu orang yg dier nak selamatkan tu terselamat tapi dier yg terkorban.. aku betul2 speechless bila zarik bagitau malam tu.. aku sedekahkan al fatihah je la... walaupon aku tak kenal pon adek wandi tu, tapi sebagai kawan kepada wandi aku sangat bersimpati.. aku taktau apa aku akan buat kalau berada di tempat wandi.. haih sedih nyer..

Ok xmo da cite sedih2.. aku nak citer benda lagi sedih.. iaitu.. harga rumah sangat ridiculous sekarang.. caner nak beli rumah ni.. aku cam buat kira2, taktau la bila nyer aku akan dpt nak beli umah ni.. kalau assume ada la umah harga 300k sekang ni (mungkin apartment je la, kalau luncky mungkin ada condo 300k.. ada ke?) bulan2 pon da kena byr 1500 dah (30 tahun loan)

Adoi.. mana nak mampu.. kena buat bisnes sendiri la kot baru la boleh mampu nak beli umah cani..

Igt nak pegi tanya2 kat bank pasal skim rumah pertamaku tu.. dgr citer dier nak naikkan had gaji sekang 5000 pon boleh apply dan harga umah pon da naik had boleh beli 400k nyer rumah.. tekanan perasaan betol la bila cakap pasal rumah ni..

Bebudak lain tu caner boleh afford nak beli umah ni sumer eh? Aku cam pelik dan tertanya2.. gaji aku takda la busuk sgt pon nak compare ngn mereka.. so aku rasa derang pon sure tak mampu gak nak beli kan? Unless kalau ibu bapa mereka yg membantu then aku faham la caner mereka boleh mampu..

Hmm.. cari umah kat pinggir KL? Tapi di mana yer?

Ok la malas nak fikir pasal ni la.. nnt tension jer.. ada rezeki tuhan nak kasi nnt dapat la aku beli umah agaknyer..

Ok la aku da malas nak sambung nulis ni.. baik aku stop sebelom boss2 nampak aku tak buat keje.. haha

Till nxt time.. later~~

gaji buta

OMG kebosanan tahap dewa sekarang ni

bukan nyer aku malas nak buat keje
tapi keje aku ni cam tak mengizinkan aku untuk membuat nyer pasal aku kena tunggu orang kasi quotation, baru aku leh prepare aku nyer costing..

aku rasa cam ada lagi benda2 lain yg aku kena buat macam drawing ke calculation ker.. tapi aku cam malas
hahaha
maybe sebab cam x urgent kot.. haha

ok now aku da mula risau da.. maybe aku patut start buat benda2 tu..
tapi aku sangat la takda mood.. maybe sebab esok cuti dan sabtu aku n dak2 ni nak gi melaka n johor da untuk kawen arul n epen.

aku ngn arul tu takda la rapat sgt pon, tapi boleh kira kawan jugak la pasal dari satu kolej yg sama. dan epen tu lak da macam adek sndiri da aku rasa.
tak sangka lak aku budak ni awal sgt kawen. boleh la kawen kalau da ada calon dan da mampu nak support segala bagai keperluan tu ye dak..

aku ni caner?
mampu? sekang ni x mampu lagi la..
tapi lepas apa yg da berlaku, even kalau aku da mampu nnt pon aku rasa cam agak mustahil untuk aku berumahtangga.
bukan sebab aku taknak
tapi sebab aku rasa aku tak patut. dan aku sangat doubt ada orang yg akan sanggup nak kawen ngn aku ni..

nnt in the end aku jadi macam wan suhaimi jer umor da dekat 40 pon tak kawen2 lagi. mungkin dier juga mengalami masalah yg sama seperti yg aku alami.

huhu.. we unmarried men must stick together.. cewah..

ok keje da sampai.. da kena buat keje now... till next time.. later~~