i feel lonely and i want to meroyan

boring la ok kat sini.. i feel lonely..
internet slow, but atleast there is internet so i should be grateful..
tapi sangat slow, nak tgk video kat facebook dgn instagram pon x dpt..

i dont really like the people here..
ok thats a blunt statement..
i dont hate them.. i just feel excluded, for some reasons.. they are not so friendly.. the teknisyens are friendly, but i dont quite get it off with other engineers..
its no big deal.. i dont know why i even bother..

i want to go home so bad.. but according to schedule i will only demob on 11/11/15.. thats like 9 days to go..
construction works for telecom scope is completed.. whats left is for cable termination, energize panels and functional testing..
i can already start on the checksheets, in fact tomorrow CPOC Inspector will come on board to witness cable termination.. my vendors will arrive tonight, my vendors meaning budak2 Omega..
Opie, Arul, Apau ngn syazwan.. haha.. kalau x dulu, aku naik kapal ni as a vendor, tp skrg aku contractor..
i hope everything goes as planned.. haa why CPOC OTL still x approve PTW aku ni?? aci x nak cemas dan menggelabah tits??

well lets talk about the people here, more specifically the engineers here..
dont know whats the word in english tapi aku rasa excluded sbb aku x sebulu, x sekepala..
different wavelength? is that what you call it in english??

usually i dont really GAF about this feeling, but it keeps coming back, and i feel rather annoyed, so i thought maybe i should blog about it..
memula tadi nak buat voice recording je, tapi nnt malu lak kalau ada orang dengar aku membebel.. so kita tulis blog je la yer.. nampak intelektual sikit menaip ye dak.. huhu.. kalau buar recording mcm org gila je memekak nnt.. haha..

okla da xda mood nak membebel kat sini..
tadi igt nak chatting ngn kawan2 kat whatsapp tapi semua pon cam busy je.. so malas la nak kacau derang.. aku membebel sesorang je la kat sini.. atleast ada la tempat nak meroyan kan, dan tak menyusahkan orang..

tapi now da boring xda mood, nak tengok citer stephen chow kat tv3.. later~~

mengimbau kenangan lama

salam all,

actually it was last night that i felt strongly to write about this topic, but i was already mengantuk and it was late so i didnt..
i have been stalking people on facebook, looking at their photos and see what they have been up to..
not sure if it was a bad thing, but i felt sorta funny.. coz i dont normally do this stalking thingy..

the people i checked on fb were the people from my sekolah rendah, some of them my friends, some were just people i knew, i doubt that they know me, coz i think, as far as i can remember i never had any conversations with them, maybe a quick hi when we passed by each other, but never really talked, so i assume they dont know me, so thats why i didnt send friends request to them on fb last night, coz lets be honest, we werent friends pun..

well, i think i will talk about one by one of the people whom i stalked yesterday, but before i get to that, i really wonder if other people do what i do.. i think people do, maybe not everybody though, but i am pretty sure that other people also check on the people from their past on facebook.. just for fun u know.. and to see how they fair now, coz things change, as do people..
and maybe u wanna see if you're doing better than them,, haha its not a healthy thing u know to compare yourself to others.. but whatever, its just how humans are, we like to compare, we like to know if we are better or not.. hahaha... i do.. but i think i dont care much if they did better than me.. nor do i care if i did better than them.. its just nice to know..

ok banyak pulak membebel tapi x get to the point pun..

first person on my list was shuhaimi mokhtar
it started when i saw on fb that it was farah najwa mokhtar birthday.. she was my classmates from darjah 1 sampai tingkatan 3.. incredible kan..
but we were not so close pun, it was just coincidence that we were in the same class all those years.
so of course i stalked her too..
not sure if "stalk" is the right word though, i was merely checking her out, not that i do it all the time pun..
so basically shes married with a child now.. graduated from Utem, not sure if shes working now though, it looked like shes not working, stay at home mum.. maybe, thats what it looked like on her fb..
shes wearing tudung labuh now.. which is good.. good for her..

eh terdigress pulak, kan nak cakap pasal shuhaimi..
hes her brother actually..
xtau la nak cakap caner, but i admired him.. hes 2 years older than me.. i first noticed him when i was darjah 4, he was darjah 6 and he was the head student.. if im not mistaken, that year he was the best student.. dia ketua pengawas (head student).. and that one day i saw him talking to a teacher in english and i was just in awe,. hahaha funny kan.. time kecik2, something so simple and maybe silly like that, i can still remember..
sepanjang darjah 4 tu i had utmost respect for shuhaimi mokhtar, its as if he was this perfect person who couldnt do any wrong to me.. i was soooo kanak2 kan.. its funny to think about it now..
it has been years that i didnt hear anything about him.. last i heard was that he continued his study in the US, and that was that.. i lost contact with farah najwa, even more her brother..
so with facebook, it allowed me to find out about shuhaimi now..
so according to facebook, he now has 2 kids, and he married nurliyana khairuddin, penolong ketua pengawas back in school.. i will talk about her later.. coz she too was someone i respected and looked up to..
back to shuhaimi, according to linked in, he is now a project engineer at a local company, but its not a big nor a famous company though.. hes been with the company for 5 years, so i guess hes a senior engineer now..
and from facebook, i found his blog.. which is no longer active.. the last post was on 2008.. and he doesnt write in is blog, he just post pictures..

ok next person i wanna to talk about is his wife, nurliyana khairuddin, she was penolong ketua pengawas, and an extremely clever girl.. i find it so fulfilling that she married shuhaimi though coz they seem perfect for each other..
according to facebook, shes not working anywhere, but i think maybe its because she doesnt update her fb religiously..
shes clever and brilliant, i cant imagine why shed give away her talent and gifts.. but whatever la kan, its her life..

ok moving on to the next person is izyan syaswani khairuddin, and yes shes nurliyana younger sister.. shes the same age with me..
i think i did talk about izyan in my old blog, where i mentioned she was studing medicine in Australia..
so from nurliyana's facebook, i found izyan's page.. so apparently shes married since dec 2011 and currently living in Melbourne with her husband.. from her photos, i didnt see any baby photo.. biasanya orang mesti nak post gambar anak2 kalau ada anak2 kan.. but not with her.. so i assumed that shes still childless, mungkin belum ada rezeki.. and shes wearing tudung labuh as well.. which is something i find so gratifying..
back in school, the kids and even teachers always compared me to izyan, coz the closeness of our names to each other.. and maybe i was the only person who ever beat her in exam.. well, it was not really a win though, its just that in that exam i got 5As(UPSR subjects) and she only got 4As.. but if based on cumulative scores by percentage, hers was like >95% while mine was like somewhere 80% ~ 85%
whatever la, i still take proud in that achievement.. huhu..
not sure where izyan works now though, i think shes a doctor in australia.. very deserving..

ok next person whom i stalked last night was sherhan fariz tan. sedap kan nama dia.. if im not mistaken her dad was a mualaf la.. was or is?? ntah.. whatever la.. so sherhan ni muka china la sbb mmg darah mixed kan..
dia budak lompat pasal dia lepas pts, so hes 1 year younger than me.. back in school he was tiny, and comel, and very kind person..
no photos on his fb though, none that was not private, sames goes to his instagram..
from linked in i found that hes working for PR1MA doing Building information Modelling.. i dont really know what that is though.. and hes married with a child, i think.. based on his tweets..

out of all the people whom i checked on, hes the only one whos more active on social media.. the others are not.. for some reasons they are not as expressive as i thought they would be..or they could be.. coz these people were brilliant people, people whom i admired and looked highly of..
its like, they live their lives quietly and not contributing to the goods of other people.. they can do so much better..

well, maybe they do help people, its just that i dont know about it.. coz maybe they are the kind of people who do not make their good deeds known to public.. bukan jenis orang yg suka menghebah2kan kebaikan derang..
this is me thinking positive of them.. like i should..

i suddenly feel less motivated to continue this post.. it wouldve been more bersemangat and bersungguh2 had i written this post last night.. huhu.. it is what it is.. i still feel good that i write it, atleast i write about it.. and not just let it slip my mind..
coz memory fades u know.. maybe it a few years i will no longer know or remember of this thing..

they are so many other people whom id like to check on facebook and other social media platforms..
maybe i will, in the future, when i feel like it.. and write another blog post about it..

huhu, post yg byk membebel dan cam xda point sangat.. tapi whatever la ni kan blog aku, sukati aku la kan..

kla, nak gi berry, bye~~

Salam, hello and hola to all..

my last post was over 2 months ago, surely heaps of stuffs have happened in my life, i just didnt have the time nor the mood to blog about them.
anyhow i am here to write about it ,altho i really dont feel up to it but whatever..
and also, i want to try writing Tun M style where he would number his sentences so they're easy to track? i guess..

1. Right now i am at offshore, on-board of crew ship Sarku Santubong which is currently in the gulf of thailand.. I am working at CPOC JKB Platform. My scope as telecom engineer is not much, fairly easy and so far there isnt any huge issue that i cannot handle. so far work at offshore for JKB, its all good.

2. I resigned from Omega Integration and now working for Sapura Kencana Petroleum. To be more specific, its Kencana Pinewell S/B a subsidiary of SKP. I started with SKP on 21 September, basically 1 month ago.

3. I came to offshore on 19 October, around 1 week ago and so far so good. Onshore, i work in the office at Solaris Dutamas, a fancy place it is. Work at the office is kinda boring, nothing much to do. mostly check vendor documents and comment. go to meeting with vendor and client. lots of emails for clarifications. joining tender, preparing jobcard and checking MTOs. So basically these are all new things that i didnt do at Omega and i had to learn them. So far so good.. how hard could it be pun kan. At offshore, its easier.. all i do is prepare drawings and permit, tell the team to do this and that, like fabricare support, do midification, do fit up, and get the manpower, like to erect scaffolding, erect habitat and request welder etc.. for now these are the things ive done, and i know there are still loads for me to learn and catch up.. i am not worried nor am i in a rush so i will take it slow, one thing at a time and insyallah i'll be fine.

4. before i came offshore my wife and i went to do the 3d 4d scan and i took a video when the doctor did ultrasound scanning to see the baby.. and although we planned not to find out the gender of the baby, it was obvious coz the baby was terkangkang and we could see its tiny penis.. its a boy ladies and gentlemen.. my little baby boy.. cant wait to see the little guy.. i promise to be the best dad i can be, insyaallah.. other than that, the baby is healthy, the doctor managed to see all the organs, the heart, brain, spine, and the limbs etc.. the baby is healthy and normal, Alhamdulillah for that.

5. ok now i wanna talk about something not so pleasant, it is unpleasant to me, and i feel really annoyed by it. On whatsapp i am in this chat group dedicated for OISB service team, and lately i just feel rather annoyed by this chat group, by their conversation. and yes i ignore them, but its still annoying coz they keep coming back. for now i will try to ignore and not let it bother me, but i think soon i'll just quit the chat group.. i got nothing to lose.. why am i not doing it now? like right away? its because i dont want people to misunderstand,. as long as i can tolerate it, i will.

6. a few nights ago i had a discussion with Raul about ASB, that bitch is rich now coz he goes offshore so often he must have tens of thousands of savings now and i told him to buy a house and get married soon..
ok i digressed.. the topic of discussion at first was about ombak and castle, but then turned into a discussion about asb loan.. he told me asb loan is less profitable compared to if you save monthly on your own.. and we argued and he shared with me his spreadsheet.. one thing he forgot to take into account is that, when you save the money monthly, you still need to deduct the amount you saved coz it is still money out of your pocket. He deducts the amount paid for the loan but he forgot to deduct the amount saved.. well its understandable coz people often misunderstand and dont see the whole thing clearly.. so i just would like to say here, taking the ASB loan is not a loss, it may give the bank whole load more money but on our side, we still gain profits.

7. Ombak and castle. I wanted to talk about this a few nights ago when it mattered.. but now it dont anymore.. its actually easy to get rid of it actually, just dont think about it.. do something else unrelated entirely.. and before u know it, its in the past.. but being realistic, i know that a few nights ago was not the last of the ombak, i will be hearing about it in the future, not sure soon or not but surely it'll come back. and its just something i have to live with.. something i grew up with.. some people may call it a curse, but i dont want to be so negative about it.. i wont call it a curse, it is what it is and id like to think of it as something thats helped me in my life, and taught me to be strong and independent.
oh boy, had it been 10 years ago, i wouldve written a few pages long about it and make a big deal out of it.. i am old, i dont do that anymore..
Ombak and Castle is apart of my life then, now and forever..

8. On facebook, i always wish people on their birthday. Yesterday was the birthday of Chip, or his real name Zulfadli zulkifly, a friend of mine in Auckland, who died last year. I am not sure he died of what, but my point is.. when i saw the fb reminder of his birthday, i wanted to wish him, but then i remember that he's dead. i felt really sad instantaneously.. TBH i was not that close to chip back in Auckland, just normal friends. He was a good person, everybody liked him..
I went to his fb page and saw that his wife still post stuff and tagged him.. like when their daughter turned 1, and the anniversary of this death.. reading her posts made me teary eyed.. i dont know how to describe this feeling.. she loves him..misses him surely.. she's a strong woman.. and he died when she was pregnant with their child.. ohmy i cant hold my air mata anymore.. i ma teriak like a lil girl coz im so sad..

9. ok enough with that crying, lets talk about food and eating. I plan to take my wife and my in laws to eat Seoul Garden at CS when i get back to onshore, maybe take a few days of leave and just chill at home huhu..

10. I miss my wife so much.. no words can say it enough.. haih but thats life, we dont always get what we want kan.. i realize that im not a royal prince or whatever who doesnt have to work for a living, i am a commoner and i have to work.. so thats it..

11. maybe in the future if Allah wills it, i can work for my self, start a small business or something like that.. but knowing me, i dont see that happening anytime soon.. not that i dont like doing business.. but if i were to start a business, i want something that i can grow into, meaning that i dont want to start business kedai runcit or kedai makan coz its not something that you can develop..  Engineering company is maybe a viable options, but there are so many things to consider, to study and to research on.. not to mention, its very risky, especially in todays economy.
i dont want to stress out about it, if its meant to be it will be.

12. my house progress. we had engaged contractors to do reno at our house in Pulai. nothing major, only the kitchen cabinet, cornice and wiring, also the grille for the entire house.. also my wife went to Jakel for the house curtains.. in total, we spent around 25k for these renovations, mostly went to kitchen cabinet RM14k.. mahal gila kan.. pengsan jap.. when i get back onshore i will go check the condition and if its all good, make the final payment. I pray to God that its all good.

13. rumah segambut. before i left for orrshore, i was checking out a house in Segambut. its a flat house, 3 rooms 2 bedrooms i found on mudah.my. the house surrounding was kinda scary to be honest, but the house conditions were not bad. an old chinese lady is currently staying there.. the house is priced at 90k on mudah. if i had the money i wouldve taken the house then and there.. but i didnt.. the money i have now are to pay for the house renovations in JB.. huhu.. gotta be realistic there.. maybe next year i will have the extra money for a new house in KL, Gods willing, insyaallah ada rezeki tu.. rezeki baby mungkin..

14. I have registered maxis fiber at wangsa maju my parents house. haha sangat excited ye people.. i know that its been around since 2012, but only now i get to do that coz before i didnt stay with my parents but now i do. ok lepas ni boleh dah dok melayan movie kat playboxhd tu sampai lebam, layan tv series, layan anime, layan cartoons.. JK, i dont watch cartoons no more huhu.. right now my nephew si aiman tu mesti tgh syok sbb dpt download game2 dia kat ipad tu, dpt tgk movie2 tu semua.. suka la kau.. huhu.. darn it lagi 2 minggu baru aku balik umah.. takpe, sabar separuh iman.. huhu

15. ok saje nak share kisah internet kat atas kapal ni.. i think dia punya bandwidth is 1mbs coz at night when noone is using the internet ( i assume noone la coz when i checked the speed it was 3am in the morning).. 1mbs is not fast, but for emailing and stuff should be fine la.. but i am such a "deal" coz i opened torrent on my phone and download stuff, download antm la, download tbbt, oitnb, modern family.. hahaha segala2 aku download.. walaunpun the average download speed is really slow like 10kbs, i just leave it running and after several hours 1 episode is done downloading.. haha i just cant live without internet, can i? the funny thing is, these people had changed the wifi password coz they though too many people using slows down the internet speed, little did they know the culprit is me, coz my torrent hogs the bandwidth.. hahaha i am evil.. but sometimes i stop the download tho, when the internet is really slow.. like right now.. i just do the download at night..

16. ok susah nak iron rambut kat sini.. i do it in the morning when people are still sleeping and i had to go to surau to do that.. ok gigihkan.. random gila kan update pasal iron rambut.. kbye..

17. ok now kat fb tgh tgk org eksesais dia tunjuk transformasi badan dia dari gempal2 jadi ketul2 dan sado.. damn i feel so sedih about my body.. this reminds of a few weeks ago i during sembahyang jumaat, i met CashRazak who was sitting in front of me in the masjid.. gila bagak tangan dia besar macam kayu balak, he was wearing a tight shirt with kain pelikat. mesti rumah dia dekat2 je dgn mesjid wilayah tu.. on instagram i saw him driving an audi A5, tapi haritu aku x nampak pulak dia naik kereta apa.. xkan la nak follow dia sampai ke kereta pulak kan.. crazy stalker much.. besides, i was with faqihudding haritu naik motor dia gi mesjid sesama.. and we had nasi kukus ayam rempah tepi masjid for lunch, he said dia dgn matyenk always makan sana on Friday..
ohmygod randomnyer cerita aku..

allright, sampai di sini saja la kot.. aku nak ke platform tgk progress of my stuff seeing now the rain has stopped.. till next time.. smell ya later~~

singapore

hello yall

aku ada kat omega singapore now.. da lama jugak la x berada kat office omega singapore ni.. Omega Integration Pte Ltd (OIPL)

in 2013 i attended training here for 6 months.. lepas tu da jarang sangat dtg balik OIPL ni.. xda urusan pon nak dtg sini balik.. lain lah kalau aku ni buat projek ke apa.. ni salu pergi site je..

aku dtg oipl harini sbb nak buat mock up test utk job upgrade firmware fire and gas panel platform perisai pacific101..

skrg aku cam kompius.. buat testing ni tapi gagal.. x dpt nak download/upload to/from the fire panel.. x sure kenapa tak boleh.. configuration file xleh nak download to the panel.. sedangkan firmware nyer boleh je di load.. so agak pening jugak la yer..

lagi pening nye sbb flight tiket da beli pulak ni.. sebab last week client da email da booking chopper hari rabu.. so kalau chopper rabu msti la kena flight ke Miri hari selasa kan.. jadi harini aku prepare la TAF tu and mintak belikan flight tiket..

airasia jhb-myy rm199 sajork.. xtau la boleh cancel ke x tu..

kalau x burn sajo la tiket tu..

for some reasons mata aku pedih je skrg ni.. dan berair je.. xtau la kenapa.. sedikit risau tapi xtau why exactly nak risau..

mungkin sbb x cukup tido ke eh?? mmg rasa mengantuk tahap gaban pon sekarang ni..

haih tetiba da xda mood nak sambung entry ni.. banyak cakap pasal benda2 tahi je kat sini nampaknyer.. baikla aku stop je..

omg ngantuk gila mata aku skrg rasa cam kena gam je..

kla.. till next time..

maybe ni last aku berada kat office omega singapore ni.. who knows..
maybe nxt time dtg as client pulak.. insyallah amen..

sebagai selingan, tgk la betapa laju nyer internet speed kat OIPL ni..

kat omega johore mana dpt speed cani.. kalau lucky dapat la 10mbs kot.. huhu.. tapi mada slow je dpt dlm 1.5 mbs jer..

okla bye..

stress pulak dpt keje baru

rasa cam kelakar lak nak rasa stress sekarang ni.. tp realitinya mmg tgh stress pon..

otak rasa cam serabut sgt..

rasa takut dan risau menghantui diri..

sekarang keadaan xda apa2 masalah.. selesa je.. ada rumah, ada keje, keje senang..

kalau terima tawaran kerja yg baru tu apa akan jadi pada kehidupan sekarang?

nampak mcm akan jadi lebih mencabar.

income lebih besar? only slightly.. tp hidup di KL, rasa mcm sgt mencabar yer.
dah la xda pegi site dah.. so eventually income jadi makin kecil sebenanyer.. basic je naik sikit..

prospek masa depan? mana yg lebih bagus?

sejujurnya aku rasa lebih kurang sama je.. mungkin tawaran baru tu masa depan lebih cerah sedikit sbb company besar.

hubungan family? terpaksa berjauhan dgn bini.. dan dia da mula emo2 da..
sebelum ni ckp ok nak keje KL sesama.. tp skrg da tukar pulak.. bila kita da accept baru dia nak emo.. haih.. stress la camni..

rasa cam nak tido je..

rumah dah beli kat johor.. walaupun pada awalnye aku hesitated to buy a property in Johor.. but she said a house is an asset, if we buy a house, we wont lose.. well i guess shes right..

mcm byk cons je tawaran baru ni..

tapi surat resign dah anta.. what to do?

nangis jap..

lepas nangis, buckle up and weather the storm..

insyallah its for the best

i dont know why i say this but still feel like i am making a mistake

because its an opportunity that dont come often?

whats the worst that could happen?
i will be out of job next year? so how do i cope with that?

i tell myself that i will do cwa full time.. make sense? insyallah boleh.. boleh je asalkan rajin..

whats the best thing that could happen?
my current boss gives me a raise so i wont leave the company?

hmmm highly unlikely.. dia kedekut

whatever it is.. i dont want to stress myself out because of it..
no matter what decision, it will be up to me to make it work..

insyallah, with God's help and hidayah, things will work out for the best..
i trust in this.. we propose God disposes..

okla its lunch time already..
have faith people..

no idea nak letak tajuk apa entry ni..

salam..

semoga yuols berapa dalam keadaan selamat dan sejahtera..

dalam blog post yg sebelum ni aku cakap nak sambung membebel bila dpt peluang.. tapi x menyambung pun.. nak kata x berkesempatan aku free je bila kat office tu.. tp whatever la kan.. skrg nk tulis blog tp can da xda mood nk citer pasal kisah lama.. tgk la caner..

skrg berapa do rumah pekan nenas.. sehari harian dok umah je membuta.. MIL and FIL went to jemputan kenduri kat dewan Ghulam JB.. mmg plan nak ikut derang tp wife tetiba pening kepala n rasa nak pitam so stay rumah sajork sbb die nak tido.. so kisah nye tido je la dok mah ni sambil bukak AC sbb hari panas terik yer..

OK jom update apa2 yg patut..

Semarang issue paling stressful buat org2 Malaysia is about kejatuhan nilai ringgit.. last I check the exchange rate against USD is USD1 = MYR4..
semua org tahu its not a good thing for the country and the people.. but some idiotic ministers or so called 'pakar ekonomi' cakap its good sbb whatever reasons la..
mestilah kena cakap mcm tu sbb dah kena bayar dgn Najib lah tu.. bila la mamat botak uban tu nak mati agaknye.. he has brought too many bad news to the country.. ke nak kena tunggu hero solo muncul dan menyelamatkan keadaan mcm malam cerita tamil vasantham ni?
Oh Tuhan please make things better for Malaysia.. Ameen..

OK move on to next topic..

haritu pergi interview sapura kencana petroleum.. but the intvw went horrible.. I paniced.. I froze.. it was terrible.. if I was the interviewer I would not consider me for the job.. it was for the post of Telecom/instrument engineer btw..
nik Alman and qayyum were also invited to the interview.. I wish them good luck.. if the job is theirs then the job is theirs..

baik dari interview my bad luck continued.. my Asus phone fell from my shirt pocket and the screen got smashed.. rasa cam nak nangis.. baru je beli phone tu.. x sempat nak pasang tempered glass lagi.. repair screen melayang la duit rm300..

own lupa lak.  x cerita pun lagi pasal iphone6 aku masuk laut kat mmhe pasir gudang.. omaigod.. bila terkenang nasib malang ni rasa cam nak nangis je..

but its behind me now.. lets not discuss about it more coz I dont see any good coming out of it..

let's talk about other things..

rumah da dpt kunci dr developer..
in my previous blog post I mentioned about lawyer TKK yg handle utk rumah aku tu ada prepare chronology letter for the payments dan lain2..
so we brought the letter to see the developer, manager yg jaga project tu.. bukan org bawahan dia.. so he checked and saw that the delay of payment was due to the delay of his team sending out this letter and that letter.. so the interest charge originally from rm3380 got down to only rm65..

kitorang pun malas nak panjang2 cerita paid for the balance and got the house key.. this was 1 week before raya kalau x silap..

pas dpt kunci kitorang check la brg2 kat dlm rumah and fill up defect form tu.. mcm kasi punchlist FAT la..
cat x betul, surface finish x elok.. wall crack.. pintu kopek2.. semua kena punch.. semalam check rumah derang dah clear the punches.. good job.. bagus2.. tp can ada a few je lg belum clear kot..

last week baru masuk SAJ and next week akan masuk TNB.. org pasang grille ondeway.. insyaallah end of this month grille akan dipasang..
basic needs utk hidup kat rumah tu dah ready la.. tp kitorang nak buat cantik2 elok2 before pindah masuk.. aku target by October la nak pindah masuk rumah tu.. I have a weird feeling, hard to explain, but mixed of excitement and pride on the thoughts of moving into our own place..

expenses for the new house da ada.. we have set aside the money.. went to kwsp and withdrew from our acc2 to pay for the house renovations,furniture etc..

Alhamdulillah.. so far it seems OK.. the money we have is enough to pay for it all..

OK tukar topik jap.. this month salary aku dpt basic sajork pasal xda gi site memana..
sedih sikit.. tp insyaallah xda apa2 problem kot..

OK cerita lain pulak.. aku ada join group yg buat unit trust investment melalui CWA.. aku pun x pastu why aku join CWA sbg agent after my bad experience with my CWA investment a few years back.. mungkin sbb brother yg lead team CWA kat sini tu dia mcm baik dan helpful and he made me believe that I can do it.. so I have paid RM310 to sit for the exam to obtain unit trust license.. my exam date is scheduled on 17 September.. in a month time.. memula nak amek exam 20 Aug tp takda seat available pulak.. aku pulak pada asalnya scheduled to go to CPOC commissioning on 22 Aug.. tp dah delay pulak to early Sept..
aku takut delay lama nnt 17 hb aku masih kat laut burn la duit aku RM310 sbb xleh refund..
stress pulak fikir pasal benda ni.. CPOC ni sesuka je nak tukar2 date pulak..

aahhh why stress over something like that.. lantak la kalau burn pun duit tu.. insyaallah ada next time.. rezeki Allah luas.. pegi laut tu lagi dpt byk duit..

brother yg cwa tu nama dia Airudin.. dia ajak aku pergi coaching session harini kat skudai tp aku x pergi sbb wife pening kepala.. mana boleh aku nak tinggalkan je.. lgpun aku rasa selagi aku xda license tu I feel like I don't belong..
its okay.. that time will come insyaallah..

xda update pasal raya pun.. well tbh cam xda apa yg menarik pun.. first raya dgn wife.. insyaallah next year dgn baby..

tahun ni raya kat KL.. next year di Johor la pulak..
aku x kisah pun.. also next year raya da ada rumah sndiri.. he he.. excited bak ang..

a few weeks back pegi checkup Doktor.. tgk baby gerak2 dalam perut.. gerak2 kaki tangan dia.. baca dalam baby bump app tu die ckp at 12weeks baby da sempurna dah anggota.. cuma nak membesar je sampai 9 bulan utk delivery.. omaigod I am going to be a daddy..
xtau lagi baby girl or baby boy.. tp we already checked a few good names for our baby.. semoga semua dipermudah.. insyaallah..

OK before I go, I just wanna say here that I am utterly grateful for everything I have now.. Thank you God for everything..

kisah2 lama time study dulu nnt2 la aku sambung.. time kat office nnt ke.. huhu..

k la bye later~~

ok jom sambung bebel

ok aku nak sambung bebelan aku yg dari pagi tadi tu.. altho i am not sure if i would be able to finish this post today.. haha.. konfirm la x habis nyer harini sbb skarang da dekat kol 4pm da.. lagi sejam setengah je aku ada nak menaip kisah2 hidop aku yg panjang ni.. pastu aku da la suka citer pepanjang kan..

tgk la intro yg kat atas tu.. tah pe2 tah tu pon nak panjang.. ok where did i stop just now?

ok tadi last citer pasal main bola kat old trafford, yg aku ada gado dgn matyer tu..
ok bukan la gado sgt pon.. dia je mulot jahanam panggil aku names, unpleasant names la..
aku honestly x kisah pon dgn panggilan tu coz i had thick skin..

ok nak selit jap cerita kisah office ni.. diantara kisah2 hidup lama aku ni..

boleh pulak budak2 ni argue saper nak pegi t9 la saper nak pegi cpoc la.. sedih la.. tgk je la tentative schedule.. kalau x clash tu xda la masalah.. susah la bebudak jaman sekarang ni.. sakit pulak hati kita ni.. jgn sampai aku charot kau besar besaran kat sini.. x aman hidop kau.. cewah, konon cam ada kuasa mistik je aku ni.. macam la charotan aku kat dalam blog ni power sangat...

power x power la.. sbb blog ni la fatah berenti keje.. eh.. kbye..

ok sambung kisah lama sewaktu berumur 18 tahun.. muda remaja aku..

meh sini nak bebel kisah pelajaran sikit.. walaupon sekarang ni topik pasal akademik ni aku da kurang sbb skarang ni aku bukan lagi seorang pelajar jadi hidop aku dah takda association dgn akademik. anyhow kat sini aku nak citer jugak..

kat kms ni aku amel a level, 3 subjek, physics chem dgn math.. aku da lupa dah pecahan math tu sbb ada pure math p1 p2 p3 pastu ada statistics dgn mechanics kalau x silap aku.. pastu physics dng chem ada 6 paper altogether.. 3 paper amek time AS, 3 lagi paper amek time A2..

AS tu stands for advance subsidiary, well A2 stands for advance 2? haha ntah.. tapi combine AS dgn A2 kau dapat la total A level kau nyer results..

results AS aku agak teruk la di mana aku dapat 2A 1C, kalau x silap aku la.. tapi sebab results A2 aku gempak, dia da balance balik dan aku dapat 3 A.. letup bang bang boom.. 3A so dapat la 15 point, iaitu maximum point, requirement mara kena dapat 13 point, tapi requirement untuk masuk university of auckland 11 point je pon.. so aku kira excellent la time tu..

pastu time kat kms ni aku ada stadi group.. aku nyer SG tu consist of me odie zhariq and syamim.. asyik2 dak2 ni jugak.. the other group utk kelas 6.4 ada david, capek, capdon, matyer dgn afiqkecil.. pastu for the girls there were aidzeera, nanad, janna, mysara tajuddin petai.. eh?

yg aku bangga ni sebab semuorang dalam SG aku dapat 15point.. glamer kan.. huhu ekselent katanya..

haih tetiba rasa xda mood nak citer lagi sbb tadi lawyer call pasal kes umah aku ni developer nak kenakan interest lak  rm3380.. cam vavi.. pastu tadi lawyer call cakap dapat diskaun jadi rm2000.. masalahnyer bukan salah aku kenapa aku nak bayar at all..
so skrg nak tunggu surat lawyer yg buat chronology for this payment to be made.. aku nak gi jumper developer and mintak untuk di waive kan.. sbb clearly derang yg lambat.. kalau aku x nak bayar, what options do i have eh?
haaaaa stress.. saper lawyer kat sini? anyone can advise?

haaa kosongkan minda.. xmau stress2 yg x perlu.. meh kita berbual lagi pasal masa lampau..

apa lagi nak citer pasal kms eh?

owh.. kat sini la aku berkenalan dgn penggunaan wella untuk meluruskan rambut.. of course la perintis atau pioneer menggunakan wella untuk straighten rambut adalah mehayam odienariegerodie..

we were in his room and he was applying the chemicals onto his hair, siap dgn shower cap nyer.. pastu satu block berbau ammonia.. bebudak ni cakap bau loji.. hasil dari pemakaian wella tu rambut odie terus kembang semangkuk mcm rambut rosmah.. dan yg penting nyer lurus..

so i was intrigued and the rest was history..

haaa nak citer jugak.. masa kat kms ni aku suke menenggek kat bilik dino sbb dia ada bawak laptop time ni.. pastu aku salu nyebok maingame kat laptop dia, laptop compaq warna kelabu, kalau x silap la..
time tu aku suka main game lord of the rings.. haha berjam2 aku lepak bilik dia.. bukan nak stadi.. main game je..
selain dino, odie pon ada bawak laptop jugak.. laptop toshiba warna biru, tapi kat laptop odie ni aku suka nyebok nak nonton desperate housewives katakau.. time tu baru season 1..

selain dari odie, adam dgn erwan pon ada bawak laptop.. dan satu benda yg aku takkan lupa ialah bila lila (ariff randzan) hulur tangan dari tingkap sbb nak pinjam laptop dari erwan sbb nak tengok porn.. hahahahaha... sampai mati pon aku takkan lupa benda tu.. kelakar gila bila dino cerita..

disebabkan masa mencemburui aku, aku akan suspend cerita ni kat sini.. esok bila ada kelapangan aku sambung la cerita zaman muda aku ni..

kendian~~