20171208 1049 Friday

Harini pergi kerja for some reasons I feel sangat positive..

Dalam perjalanan atas motor tu banyak perkara yg aku fikirkan.. boleh dikatakan semuanya positif, sampaikan aku boleh terlepas simpang keluar dari LDP nak pergi office.. maybe sbb terlalu khusyuk berangan, dan aku happy sbb apa yg aku fikirkan tu benda2 best..

Biasa la bila kita tengah fikir benda2 positif kita akan tak sedar masa, ataupun benda2 sekeliling..

Aku sekarang ni jenis yg senang lupa benda..

Apa yg aku fikir time dalam perjalanan dtg kerja tadi pun aku dah tak ingat.. mungkin sbb benda tu x penting jadi aku xda la sungguh2 nak igt pon..

Tp mostly about kerja la rasanya.. about masa depan family.. about cari duit..

Sekarang kat office dah tak stress dah sbb aku da resign dan aku dah tak kisah pon apa2 pasal kerja.. aku buat je la mana yg boleh.. kalau sebelum ni rasa stress sbb kita nak buat yg terbaik sepanjang masa, which results in poor performance sbb stress.. aku percaya kalau kondisi kerja tu tak stress, hasil kerja pon bagus.. skrg ni aku rasa aku kerja bagus je sbb aku dah x stress.. dan ada la jugak sesekali tu rasa mcm sayang pulak nak tinggalkan kerja ni sbb skrg ni rasa cam best dan kita pon enjoy buat keje..

Tapi tu la the tricky part.. nak less stress kena resign pulak.. tp kalau da resign da takda keje la kan.. duh!

Kalau la company dan office tu ada environment yg x memberi tekanan, mesti staff akan dapat perform lebih baik.. tapi maybe sbb ada kemungkinan nnt staff akan menyalahgunakan pulak, majikan pun jenis yg tak memberi kepercayaan..

Oklah dah xda mood pulak nak cakap pasal tu.. nak citer pasal benda lain..

Aku ada apply utk jadi tutor kat math clinics, aku register thru the links that I saw on fb.. pastu orang tu txt mintak video aku buat mock teaching.. aku pun struggle jugak haritu sbb x pernah buat dan tak reti nak edit2 video ni.. walaupun video tu masih perlu editing aku send je la sbb aku rasa mcm minor je benda yg nak diedit tu.. lolz.. dan aku pon x sure what kind of mock teaching that they are looking for..

I honestly think that I am a good teacher.. maybe an ok teacher, I don’t think I am really bad tho, but I will agree that I need to improve on some aspects.. which I think that’s normal for everything.. its good kan to improve on things.. to think that you have rooms for improvements..

Haha apa la yg aku merepek ni kan..

Cerita selingan, aku rasa cam kesian pulak dekat aliffsyukty terlajak laris tu sbb ramai netizen unlike video dia kat youtube.. dan dia pulak post dekat dia nyer instagram asking why many would unlike..

Aku rasa itu sangat tak perlu kot.. its like youre memberi peluang utk orang2 netizen utk make fun of u even more..

Chill je la kalau orang da unlike..

If ur resilient, make another video and see the results, wish for the best.. but don’t make it known to public that youre hoping them to like your work..

I mean if its good then its good la.. tak perlu nak mintak2 netizen utk like kan.. kalau orang x suka dah la..

The next step should be ko givap or ko try again..

Tapi aku tak kisah pon sbb aku tak la nak unlike video dia dgn sajat tu..

My personal view on the song is that its not bad..

I guess people unlike the video sbb derang sangat gedik dan mengada2.. now ditambah dengan dia mintak utk orang like the video, I am sure nnt mesti lagi ramai yg akan unlike the video.. biasa la netizen kan mmg gitu.. hahaha why bother bak kata azwan ali..

Owh speaking of azwan ali, I heard that hes planning to join politics and compete against his brother azmin ali in the upcoming election, and I was like.. “really bitch?”

I am just so speechless, rasa cam like eh ko ni biar betul la pondan..

But I guess theres no use for me to cakap banyak.. might as well grab some popcorns and enjoy the show..

Owh speaking of popcorns, brother popcorn ni tah bila nya nak balik Malaya aku nak ambik stock ni sbb da ramai budak office yg bertanya.. LOLz

Okla sampai di sini saja rencana kita pada harini.. tiba cam da bosan lak.. walaupon cam ada byk je benda yg nak diceritakan ni.. maklumlah da berbulan dan post kat blog ni..

Sehingga di lain masa.. daaa~