sekang ni aku rasa aku ada masalah kewangan,
tapi yg peliknyer time2 ni la nafsu membeli aku is over the roof... byk jer benda aku rasa cam nak beli..
so disebabkan aku tak boleh nak beli those coveted items, i think it wouldnt hurt to just have a shout out here of what they are...
haha shout out... shout la sangat..
ok secara rawak nyer,
aku nak beli kerusi urut gintell...
if all goes well, i will have it soon i think.. maybe in weeks, or latest in 1 month
ok then aku nak jam guess, the one i had a few years back.. ive always been fond of the wrist watch.. but for some reason i had to give it up.. now i want it again..
pastu aku nak kurus... ok ni takda kaitan sgt la dgn kewangan except for the gym fee that i have to pay every month.. but all im saying here is.. nak kurus, to get to where i want is damn hard... my weight is hardly changing now.. its like its maintained at that particular number.. its been weeks now..
the shape of my body has shown some improvements.. one that im grateful for and satisfied with.. but still ada lagi lemak2 yg stubborn ni di sekeliling perot.. and its not going away anytime soon no matter how much cardio i do.. i have to keep doing cardio exercise for 6 months i think to really see the difference.. this part, getting rid of stubborn belly fat is the hardest thing.. maybe i should continue talking those fat burner pills like i did a few months back.. haaa pill ni pon nak kena guna duit gak tu... huhu
ok next random item is nak dapatkan injection vitamin c untuk kulit cantik dan cerah katanya.. ok ini sangat random.. tapi sangat la tak penting... will be put on hold until the situation allows me..
next is i want to paint my car... maybe im careless maybe i just dont care but my car byk gila scratches.;.. its been only 1 year and it looks like 5 years already.. geram betol la byk sgt calar... ones that im not aware off pon when it happenned.. tau2 je da ada sana..
cakap pasal kete ni byk je benda lagi yg aku tgh risau ni tapi takda duit nak fix it.. tayar belah kanan belakang tu piring nyer da hilang.. aku igt nak tukar sumer jer piring utk sumerr tayar psl yg sekarang ni byk sgt calar..
also tayar kanan depan ada bunyi lak.. alip kata break pad dier da haus.. pastu aku nak anta kete aku wax kat tempat aku beli kupon aritu tapi masalahnyer asyik takda masa jer..
ok this is random.. but i think i will end this post here.. now pon kat office.. i should start doing some real work now.. huhu
later~~
Thursday 26 April 2012
Saturday 21 April 2012
~langit tak selalunyer cerah... dan mendung pon tak semestinya akan hujan...
salam,
harini bukan la hari paling bagus bagi aku, kerana terdapat beberapa perkara yg aku harap tak jadi tapi sudah jadi..
tapi bukan juga hari paling buruk, kerana at the end of the day, literally just minutes ago i found back something that i wish never to lose again... a recovery that i will forever be grateful for..
nvm, i will get to them one at a time..
today i had to work until 4 pm.. i personally think the TSD team didnt need my assistance at HDC, but since mr Chan had personally asked for my help since earlier this week, i felt its a courtesy that i should honour to him since he was my boss once.. and also i felt it could be fun to work in TSD with them lads like i did before.. coz honestly, i miss doing it, and miss them boys also..
after work, reached home at 5 more or less.. badan da penat.. but i promised my kak to go back w maju today.. and since i didnt go back last week, I really thought i should go back today.. also, i wanted to avoid unnecessary sulking by my dad.. he was mad and is still mad at me because i didnt go back last week.. even now hes not talking to me.. tapi takpe la, i hope it will pass sooner or later..
ok where was i??
yeah i promised to go back but time tu i was so damn tired already.. then atat and hazmeer came to my apartment coz he wanted the installer for my lord of the rings II game.. and we played kinect also... it was so much fun.. but i had to leave at 630 la coz if i didnt then id be late to reach w maju and my dad would be forever mad at me pulak kan...
reached w maju close to 730.. and i was a fool coz i said id join the games night at shadas house in damansara.. but considering everything that had happened, i thought i really couldnt join them there.. so i had to cancel... i didnt want to make things worse between me n dad..
but the worst thing was yet to happen.. my niece aleya played with my ipad and i dont know how it happened but it fell on the tile floor and the screen went black.. i didnt see this so i didnt know.. she returned the ipad to me and i thought that it had run out of battery so plugged it in for charging la..
my nephew aiman saw what happened and he told me what aleya did, so i went to check the ipad.. i tried to turn it on but it was not turning on.. i connected it to itunes on my laptop and heard the beep sound.. and it could also be sync.. after that i check the screen and found that the left side had fallen off from the socket...
Oh god i was so furious.. nak nangis, nak jerit, nak marah... but i held it all in... i went to my sis and showed her the thing... then she went mad, jerit2 kat aleya tu... budak tu diam je buat dek je.. didnt even say sorry.. haih la budak2 zaman sekarang... are we as parents or uncles too soft in child upbringing that we dont hit our children like our parents did to us?? thats a question with an obvious answer but still no action, no change, just mere words..
then my kak said she would pay for the repair later.. haaah i doubt it.. sekarang pon die da hutang aku rm2k already... repair screen tu aku rasa dalam 500 kot.. but tu pon aku tak sure la boleh repair ke tak..
i was quite stressed up la.. and frustrated.. i posted this on facebook..
"
for some reason i feel like i couldve been more tough(garang/tegas/scary?) on her... but then again, shes not my child... i cudnt just go and hit her when her mother was there... i dont know where the line lies... was i supposed to hit the kid?? and if i did, to what end?? i really didnt want to sort of cross the line and assumed the role of a father to punish the kid as if she was my own... this is something im not sure of of where it stands and what i should do...
this reminds me of another incident a few weeks ago at my parents house.. my other niece khayrin daughter of my kakngah, she made a mess at the house and i told her mum la to get it clean.. but she told me to clean it pulak.. then i said la, bukan anak aku yg buat sepah.. then she got mad saying shouldnt berkira coz according to her khayrin was also my daughter (sort of?)
sesuka hati je kan... when it comes to cleaning up shit, lending a hand, giving help, u say that la... tapi kalau aku pukol anak kau kuat sikit nnt dier nangis kau tarik muka kat aku pulak.. bukan tak pernah jadi.. aku pernah je pukol anak kak aku sekali tu kuat sikit pastu da tarik muka taknak cakap ngn aku... so tell me where does the line lies???
ok malas nak panjang2 citer pasal ni la... at the end of the day, they are family... so kita beralah la... kalau ngn orang lain kita boleh beralah, dgn family takkan nak berkira sangat.. lagipon budak tu baru 8 tahun umor nyer.. and i dont think she purposely smashed my ipad to the floor kan..
well, the ipad screen tercabut made me miserable for a few hours la.. coz i was also worried for my financial standing as of now.. da la mak pon ada mintak tolong sikit for my brothers wedding ni.. and last week i paid traffic nyer summon and roadtax and cars insurans, now im so pokai... im broke!!!
bila la nak gaji ni..
so terpaksa la ditangguhkan niat nak shopping baju keje baru, nak shopping jam guess bagai... sumer benda tak penting haruslah ditangguhkan dahulu...
haaa like i said earlier la i was upset and miserable for a few hours after the incident, then i encountered a recovery of something i consider as great and priceless for me.. a memoir of me when i was a teenager.. my diary/journal when i was in kolej matrikulasi perak... and the earlier months in kolej mara seremban, and this was before i started my friendster blog... oh god how i was such a teenager... the hormones and the naivety...
and that book was also the testimonial book where there were pages where my KMPK friends wrote goodbye words, farewell testimonials for me when i was leaving KMPK for KMS...
I read it all just now... everything ever written there.. and that made me smile...
kalau ikotkan aku nak je aku salin balik everything in there and post it here... but that would be ridiculous now, wudnt it...
but one thing for sure, i would want her to read it too... and i would want her to know whats in the journal/testimonial...everything and not one word less... i just want to share with her something like this.. something that is so precious for me... and i want her to know that this simple thing is what i treasure the most in life.. and this sort of thing that can make me smile again after my ipad is jahanam already...
now i wish i have the lens printer yg mcm dalam citer ghost protocol yg mamat tu pakai untuk make photocopy of the nuclear launch code tu.... so cool, tgk kertas tu, blink the eye and the page is printed somewhere else...
kalau aku ada lens tu da lama aku print/scan the content in that book and post them somewhere.. here maybe or somewhere else..
ok i think that is all for now... initially i wanted to go into more details of some of the things i wrote in the book... stories of how my crushes went from A to B to whoever it was la after... hahahaha... kelakar nyer diri ini time tu... sampai kisah mountains aizeera n thuraiya pon ada dalam buku tu... the jiggling balls as i described it back then...
and my english was tunggang langgang la, as expected of teenagers yg baru nak up ni..
Gosh!! The best thing right now is that I have someone whom i can share this feeling with, someone who is as equally excited as I am about the journal recovery... huhu... but too bad theres noone i can think of.. i wish that shed be excited... i would think she would be interested if it was 2 years ago... but now not anymore... many things have changed...
aaarhh.. this is another sad story... its better to leave it for another day..
so sampai di sini saja... later~~
harini bukan la hari paling bagus bagi aku, kerana terdapat beberapa perkara yg aku harap tak jadi tapi sudah jadi..
tapi bukan juga hari paling buruk, kerana at the end of the day, literally just minutes ago i found back something that i wish never to lose again... a recovery that i will forever be grateful for..
nvm, i will get to them one at a time..
today i had to work until 4 pm.. i personally think the TSD team didnt need my assistance at HDC, but since mr Chan had personally asked for my help since earlier this week, i felt its a courtesy that i should honour to him since he was my boss once.. and also i felt it could be fun to work in TSD with them lads like i did before.. coz honestly, i miss doing it, and miss them boys also..
after work, reached home at 5 more or less.. badan da penat.. but i promised my kak to go back w maju today.. and since i didnt go back last week, I really thought i should go back today.. also, i wanted to avoid unnecessary sulking by my dad.. he was mad and is still mad at me because i didnt go back last week.. even now hes not talking to me.. tapi takpe la, i hope it will pass sooner or later..
ok where was i??
yeah i promised to go back but time tu i was so damn tired already.. then atat and hazmeer came to my apartment coz he wanted the installer for my lord of the rings II game.. and we played kinect also... it was so much fun.. but i had to leave at 630 la coz if i didnt then id be late to reach w maju and my dad would be forever mad at me pulak kan...
reached w maju close to 730.. and i was a fool coz i said id join the games night at shadas house in damansara.. but considering everything that had happened, i thought i really couldnt join them there.. so i had to cancel... i didnt want to make things worse between me n dad..
but the worst thing was yet to happen.. my niece aleya played with my ipad and i dont know how it happened but it fell on the tile floor and the screen went black.. i didnt see this so i didnt know.. she returned the ipad to me and i thought that it had run out of battery so plugged it in for charging la..
my nephew aiman saw what happened and he told me what aleya did, so i went to check the ipad.. i tried to turn it on but it was not turning on.. i connected it to itunes on my laptop and heard the beep sound.. and it could also be sync.. after that i check the screen and found that the left side had fallen off from the socket...
Oh god i was so furious.. nak nangis, nak jerit, nak marah... but i held it all in... i went to my sis and showed her the thing... then she went mad, jerit2 kat aleya tu... budak tu diam je buat dek je.. didnt even say sorry.. haih la budak2 zaman sekarang... are we as parents or uncles too soft in child upbringing that we dont hit our children like our parents did to us?? thats a question with an obvious answer but still no action, no change, just mere words..
then my kak said she would pay for the repair later.. haaah i doubt it.. sekarang pon die da hutang aku rm2k already... repair screen tu aku rasa dalam 500 kot.. but tu pon aku tak sure la boleh repair ke tak..
i was quite stressed up la.. and frustrated.. i posted this on facebook..
"
"
for some reason i feel like i couldve been more tough(garang/tegas/scary?) on her... but then again, shes not my child... i cudnt just go and hit her when her mother was there... i dont know where the line lies... was i supposed to hit the kid?? and if i did, to what end?? i really didnt want to sort of cross the line and assumed the role of a father to punish the kid as if she was my own... this is something im not sure of of where it stands and what i should do...
this reminds me of another incident a few weeks ago at my parents house.. my other niece khayrin daughter of my kakngah, she made a mess at the house and i told her mum la to get it clean.. but she told me to clean it pulak.. then i said la, bukan anak aku yg buat sepah.. then she got mad saying shouldnt berkira coz according to her khayrin was also my daughter (sort of?)
sesuka hati je kan... when it comes to cleaning up shit, lending a hand, giving help, u say that la... tapi kalau aku pukol anak kau kuat sikit nnt dier nangis kau tarik muka kat aku pulak.. bukan tak pernah jadi.. aku pernah je pukol anak kak aku sekali tu kuat sikit pastu da tarik muka taknak cakap ngn aku... so tell me where does the line lies???
ok malas nak panjang2 citer pasal ni la... at the end of the day, they are family... so kita beralah la... kalau ngn orang lain kita boleh beralah, dgn family takkan nak berkira sangat.. lagipon budak tu baru 8 tahun umor nyer.. and i dont think she purposely smashed my ipad to the floor kan..
well, the ipad screen tercabut made me miserable for a few hours la.. coz i was also worried for my financial standing as of now.. da la mak pon ada mintak tolong sikit for my brothers wedding ni.. and last week i paid traffic nyer summon and roadtax and cars insurans, now im so pokai... im broke!!!
bila la nak gaji ni..
so terpaksa la ditangguhkan niat nak shopping baju keje baru, nak shopping jam guess bagai... sumer benda tak penting haruslah ditangguhkan dahulu...
haaa like i said earlier la i was upset and miserable for a few hours after the incident, then i encountered a recovery of something i consider as great and priceless for me.. a memoir of me when i was a teenager.. my diary/journal when i was in kolej matrikulasi perak... and the earlier months in kolej mara seremban, and this was before i started my friendster blog... oh god how i was such a teenager... the hormones and the naivety...
and that book was also the testimonial book where there were pages where my KMPK friends wrote goodbye words, farewell testimonials for me when i was leaving KMPK for KMS...
I read it all just now... everything ever written there.. and that made me smile...
kalau ikotkan aku nak je aku salin balik everything in there and post it here... but that would be ridiculous now, wudnt it...
but one thing for sure, i would want her to read it too... and i would want her to know whats in the journal/testimonial...everything and not one word less... i just want to share with her something like this.. something that is so precious for me... and i want her to know that this simple thing is what i treasure the most in life.. and this sort of thing that can make me smile again after my ipad is jahanam already...
now i wish i have the lens printer yg mcm dalam citer ghost protocol yg mamat tu pakai untuk make photocopy of the nuclear launch code tu.... so cool, tgk kertas tu, blink the eye and the page is printed somewhere else...
kalau aku ada lens tu da lama aku print/scan the content in that book and post them somewhere.. here maybe or somewhere else..
ok i think that is all for now... initially i wanted to go into more details of some of the things i wrote in the book... stories of how my crushes went from A to B to whoever it was la after... hahahaha... kelakar nyer diri ini time tu... sampai kisah mountains aizeera n thuraiya pon ada dalam buku tu... the jiggling balls as i described it back then...
and my english was tunggang langgang la, as expected of teenagers yg baru nak up ni..
Gosh!! The best thing right now is that I have someone whom i can share this feeling with, someone who is as equally excited as I am about the journal recovery... huhu... but too bad theres noone i can think of.. i wish that shed be excited... i would think she would be interested if it was 2 years ago... but now not anymore... many things have changed...
aaarhh.. this is another sad story... its better to leave it for another day..
so sampai di sini saja... later~~
Monday 16 April 2012
lame dull life is what mine is..
damn people its been ages..
many things had rendered me slow at blogging these past few weeks but i think im gonna make an exception today.. i will post something today no matter how short or long it may be..
well, for a fact its no secret that many have taken place during the period that i havent been blogging.. and i just cant figure out on what i should start rambling on..
well maybe the primary reason why i had this sudden feeling to blog is just to explain why i havent felt like blogging.. ok now that sounds kinda silly realy..
been busy with work?
had no time?
had nothing interesting to blog about?
lame dull life has made me stupid and not interesting and i hate it..
ok maybe just a quick rambling on some so random things..
i love the show spartacus.. need not mention the reason for that.. watch and ull know what i speak of
i love going to the gym.. and also the results im seeing after almost 3 months been working out regularly.. but still a long way to go..
i will try to make it a habit and continue going to the gym even after ive reached my goal.. but for now the goal seems farfetched and that means i aint stopping any time soon.. not stopping at all would be better..
ok random gila cakap pasal gym..
and also kalau pasal gym sure nak cakpa pasal aci malik and aci subang.. hahaha lawak la aci aci yg pegi gym ni.. especially aci malik yg setting treadmill sejam.. orang lain da abes lari da dier sibuk nak tekan2 lagi kat treadmill tu... god knows what she was doing so long tekan2 mesin tu..
and also aci malik sangat fond of this machine untuk back excercise tu.. hahaha dia akan visit that particular machine several times.. i wonder whats her aim is.. getting slimmer? or bulding muscles to become malik nor?? haha thats how the name aci malik came about.. really funny..
today got no job meh?? haaa dunno.. dun care.. ada je keje.. that stupid csc el light and keluar sign need some changes some more.. bodo betol la.. benci bila kena buat keje sama dua kali..
and today got that FAT for proton switchboard.. i hope nothing out of the ordinary will happen.. or else i'd be damned..
aaaahhh bosannyer hidop sekarang.. need to find ways to make life more interesting and better.. want to go out often but got no money.. want to make more money but not ready for the commitment.. need to enjoy some more but feel like need to save money... buy new things??? what things?? and for whom??? banyak nyer persoalan.. damn i shouldnt burden my head with all these questions..i just want to watch spartacus some more..
okla nak sambung buat keje.. buat la apa2 pon.. haha..
many things had rendered me slow at blogging these past few weeks but i think im gonna make an exception today.. i will post something today no matter how short or long it may be..
well, for a fact its no secret that many have taken place during the period that i havent been blogging.. and i just cant figure out on what i should start rambling on..
well maybe the primary reason why i had this sudden feeling to blog is just to explain why i havent felt like blogging.. ok now that sounds kinda silly realy..
been busy with work?
had no time?
had nothing interesting to blog about?
lame dull life has made me stupid and not interesting and i hate it..
ok maybe just a quick rambling on some so random things..
i love the show spartacus.. need not mention the reason for that.. watch and ull know what i speak of
i love going to the gym.. and also the results im seeing after almost 3 months been working out regularly.. but still a long way to go..
i will try to make it a habit and continue going to the gym even after ive reached my goal.. but for now the goal seems farfetched and that means i aint stopping any time soon.. not stopping at all would be better..
ok random gila cakap pasal gym..
and also kalau pasal gym sure nak cakpa pasal aci malik and aci subang.. hahaha lawak la aci aci yg pegi gym ni.. especially aci malik yg setting treadmill sejam.. orang lain da abes lari da dier sibuk nak tekan2 lagi kat treadmill tu... god knows what she was doing so long tekan2 mesin tu..
and also aci malik sangat fond of this machine untuk back excercise tu.. hahaha dia akan visit that particular machine several times.. i wonder whats her aim is.. getting slimmer? or bulding muscles to become malik nor?? haha thats how the name aci malik came about.. really funny..
today got no job meh?? haaa dunno.. dun care.. ada je keje.. that stupid csc el light and keluar sign need some changes some more.. bodo betol la.. benci bila kena buat keje sama dua kali..
and today got that FAT for proton switchboard.. i hope nothing out of the ordinary will happen.. or else i'd be damned..
aaaahhh bosannyer hidop sekarang.. need to find ways to make life more interesting and better.. want to go out often but got no money.. want to make more money but not ready for the commitment.. need to enjoy some more but feel like need to save money... buy new things??? what things?? and for whom??? banyak nyer persoalan.. damn i shouldnt burden my head with all these questions..i just want to watch spartacus some more..
okla nak sambung buat keje.. buat la apa2 pon.. haha..
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