Thursday 27 September 2012

hapdet bulan 9 pulak..



Salam..

Sedar tak sedar da nak abes da bulan 9.. da lama aku tak tulis kat sini..
Busy, takda feeling nak tulis apa2..
Tapi tak bermaksud takda apa yg berlaku..
Sebenarnyer terlalu byk yg berlaku sampai aku takda kesempatan nak citer kat sini..
Tapi aku ada buat a few vlogs bila2 aku rasa cam nak citer something..
And I was thinking to post them somewhere, maybe here maybe youtube.. tapi aku tak post pon.. maybe not the time yet.. maybe never will..

Nevermind, I am here now writing, typing whatever word that comes to my brain, similar to like when im in front of the camera doing my vlog.. spontaneous and unplanned.. that s just who I am.. I rarely plan. Planning suits only some people, not me..

Ok lets not dwell in that, I will talk about a few things here.. some are happy, some sad, some exciting.. basically whatever that is important enough to me, I will talk here..

The other day (last week) I played cluedo with my work friends. Radin and ghaus came to my house and we went karoke, we played cluedo, played Kinect, played fifa.. ok it was fun.. da lama tak buat benda2 tu sumer..
They spent the night at my house, went back home on Sunday. And on Sunday, the UMNO community had open house for aidilfitri celebration. Walaupon raya da habis da pon, tapi takpe la dapat gak kitorang makan free..
Owh nak citer gak kat sini, I made waffles.. googled the recipe and used my old waffle iron and made them… the first ones macam tak jadi pasal melekat kat dalam iron tu.. damn susah gila nak bersihkan..i almost gave up, then I noticed iron to setting dier maximum, tu pasal la my waffles hangus kat luar dier dalam still x keras, bila angkat iron tu dier melekat..
I learned that and later on my waffles were great.. ok x great.. but good enough la for eyes to see and for mouth to eat..
BTW, aku menang main cluedo..

Ok harini aku sangat malas nak keje.. keje pon macam x banyak.. thank God for that..
Semalam baru habis tender submission. So today macam nak relax sikit, walaupon semalam phang my boss told me we need to discuss more on N2N, maybe later this evening.. I hope I don’t have to go back late tonight.. esok aku cuti..
These past weeks mmg byk gila tender.. mula dgn N2N, then aku ada celcom tender, then semalam baru habis tender Affin.. mmg busy.. penat…. I need a vacation!!!

Which reminds me raul sekang kat perhentian island.. called him last night nak citer2 nak borak2 dier dalam bas pergi perhentian.. seronok nyer..

Tapi aku da habis cuti da ni.. kalau nak cuti gak gaji kena tolak, which is something I cannot afford right now..

Ok takmo fikir pasal keje takmo fikir pasal duit.. nak citer pasal benda2 yg da jadi these past few months.. dekat 2 bulan kot tak update blog..
Aliff dad passed away, and I went to penang with him for the funeral and kenduri arwah.. ok this part is sad, but I will tell anyway..
Malam bapak nyer meninggal, ada satu rumah kat apartment aku ni terbakar.. umah aku tingkat 8, umah tingkat 9 ada terbakar.. dengar citer ada orang still dalam rumah bila terbakar tu.. aku pon taktau apa nasib orang dalam rumah tu.. pasal bila jadi terbakar tu, penduduk2 kat situ termasok aku pegi la ke sana tgk and cuba tolong apa yg boleh, then ada bomba datang sana gak…
Then kitorang balik umah Nampak miss calls kat phone alip, family nyer call kata papa nyer da meninggal.. adoiyai… besar betul dugaan pada hari itu..
Sebelum ni aku beranggapan aku tak sekuat ini, aku tak kuat, aku tak mampu bila diuji benda2 besar..
Sekarang ni bila aku da melalui beberapa ujian yg sangat besar.. I know I am strong enough…
And that quran cert about God will not give you with ujian yg unbearable to you, that is so true..
Allah Ar rahman ar Rahim.. dier saying kita.. sure ujian nyer kita mampu tempuhi..
Sabra separuh dari iman..

Ok takmo lak jadi ustat kat sini.. nak cite rpasal benda lain pulak la..

Ok aku tak pegi mesiniaga, aku stay je kat powerware, dier ada la naikkan gaji aku.. tapi takda la tinggi macam kat mesiniaga.. tapi aku stay je la
Pasal aku taknak susah2 keje tempat jauh, nak kena belajar balik, biasakan diri dll.. so stay je la.. this company pon takda la teruk pon walaupon local company kechik je..
Tapi nnt sure ada peluang lain yg datang.. insyaallah

Ok apa lagi nak citer sini eh..
Ok a few weeks ago I was really considering doing an internet business.. macam nak jual something ke apa ke.. tapi now macam da malas.. bila aku but research, baca itu ini, aku sedar yg keje kat internet, business internet perlukan byk keje jugak..
Bukannyer klik sana klik sini da dapat duit.. sapa nak kasi kan..
So disebabkan aku takda kesempatan untuk buat sumer tu, aku cam relak dulu la.. macam takda semangat da nak cuba.. maybe next time..
Lagipon sekarang ni aku nyer kedudukan financial pon tak berapa nak kukuh lagi.. so maybe next year?

Haritu aku pegi la nak audition 1 juta money drop tu.. ramai nyer orang.. tapi yg sedih nyer aku tak dapat masok pon dalam tu pasal ramai sangat orang… sedih nyer… tapi takper la.. nak sedih pon tak guna.. takda rezeki kat sana la tu maknanyer..

Kat office aritu derang buat celebration besday aku.. ada ice cream cake!!!
Ok sangat suke dapat makan ice cream cake..

And da seminggu ke 2 minggu aku tak pegi gym da pasal terlalu busy.. salu balik keje kol 9 la kol 10 la… mencik!! And at the same time aku da tak jaga makan… makan macam2.. dan sumer cam menggemokkan… kalau aku timbang sekang ni sure cam da naik berat.. tapi kat seluar tak rasa ketat lagi.. so maybe tak naik byk sgt kot.. nvm, aku akan kembali with gym routine yg macam dulu.. huhu.. nak badan hot macam fitness model… boleh??
Okla, tetiba aku macam da takda idea nak tulis apa2.. jadi la kot buat masa ni, buat kali ni..
Takda apa yg menarik nak bagitau da.. till next time la.. later~~