Monday 2 November 2015

i feel lonely and i want to meroyan

boring la ok kat sini.. i feel lonely..
internet slow, but atleast there is internet so i should be grateful..
tapi sangat slow, nak tgk video kat facebook dgn instagram pon x dpt..

i dont really like the people here..
ok thats a blunt statement..
i dont hate them.. i just feel excluded, for some reasons.. they are not so friendly.. the teknisyens are friendly, but i dont quite get it off with other engineers..
its no big deal.. i dont know why i even bother..

i want to go home so bad.. but according to schedule i will only demob on 11/11/15.. thats like 9 days to go..
construction works for telecom scope is completed.. whats left is for cable termination, energize panels and functional testing..
i can already start on the checksheets, in fact tomorrow CPOC Inspector will come on board to witness cable termination.. my vendors will arrive tonight, my vendors meaning budak2 Omega..
Opie, Arul, Apau ngn syazwan.. haha.. kalau x dulu, aku naik kapal ni as a vendor, tp skrg aku contractor..
i hope everything goes as planned.. haa why CPOC OTL still x approve PTW aku ni?? aci x nak cemas dan menggelabah tits??

well lets talk about the people here, more specifically the engineers here..
dont know whats the word in english tapi aku rasa excluded sbb aku x sebulu, x sekepala..
different wavelength? is that what you call it in english??

usually i dont really GAF about this feeling, but it keeps coming back, and i feel rather annoyed, so i thought maybe i should blog about it..
memula tadi nak buat voice recording je, tapi nnt malu lak kalau ada orang dengar aku membebel.. so kita tulis blog je la yer.. nampak intelektual sikit menaip ye dak.. huhu.. kalau buar recording mcm org gila je memekak nnt.. haha..

okla da xda mood nak membebel kat sini..
tadi igt nak chatting ngn kawan2 kat whatsapp tapi semua pon cam busy je.. so malas la nak kacau derang.. aku membebel sesorang je la kat sini.. atleast ada la tempat nak meroyan kan, dan tak menyusahkan orang..

tapi now da boring xda mood, nak tengok citer stephen chow kat tv3.. later~~