salam everyone..
oh tuhan it has been so long..
as usual i will feel a lil guilty for having abandoned this blog for so long..
then i would say things like "oh gosh so many have happened.. bla bla bla although its really odd that i dont seem to be able to tell them here.."
yup.. thats it.. thats about right..
its 10.10am right now..
i am planning to go out with my wife at 11am..
owh yes.. i am a married man now..
it has been 1week since my marriage..
haha i told you.. so many have happened..
ok apa lagi nk cakap eh..
pelik kan..
otak jadi blur..
lidah kelu xtau apa nak kata..
merasa tak keruan?
mungkin juga tp aku sndiri xtau apa punca
rindu hidup bujang?
barangkali
chuak hidup sbg suami orang?
the fear is constant
tapi x perlu nak runsingkan tentang itu semua.. x dpt apa2.. instead kita kena bersyukur dan nikmati apa yg da ada dgn kita..
xda apa yg sempurna dalam dunia..
i know this..
aku penat..
adakah aku tertekan berpunca dari kenaikan berat badan?
jadi aku stress bila aku nak shopping baju/seluar sbb bila gemuk pakai apa pun x cantik..
atau mungkin aku merasa terganggu akibat insiden ubat batuk semalam?
yup.. itu boleh jadi..
haha byk pulak siri soal jawab dalam diri yg aku zahirkan dalam blog ni..
adakah aku pelik? aku x rasa begitu....
kadang aku rasa seperti aku adalah seorang psikiatris atau shrink utk diri sndiri yg bermonolog dalaman to make me feel better
i need to be doing something that makes me happy..
being married does make me happy..
but there are also other things that make me happy..
i should be doing them too..
like going to the gym..
i like that.. and its good for my health too..
i should be doing that..
i will.. insyaallah..
sampai di sini sahaja..
rasa blur..
rasa penat..
later~
