benda remeh temeh tak payah la nak di bother sangat

salam yalls,

semalam aku MC, xda la sakit pon, tapi doktor tu assume aku stress.. maybe dia boleh nampak aku stress.. aku agak stress.. takda pon perkara yg meruncing untuk aku stresskan.. tapi ada la beberapa benda kecik yg bikin aku stress.. so kat sini aku nak listkan benda2 kecik yg tak penting pon tapi bila banyak sgt buat aku sakit hati dan STRESS

1. aku stress pasal keje dan aku xnak pegi laut

2. aku stress sbb muka aku gatal2 dan selalu luka sebab aku garu

3. aku stress sbb cream yg clinic bagi tu aku tertinggal kat johor dalam kereta wife,

4. aku stress sbb aku sepatutnya masukkan sendiri krim tu dalam beg dan bukan mintak orang lain tolong masukkan

5. aku stress sbb line Umobile selalu hilang2 sekarang, dan slow pulak tu

6. aku stress sbb aku ada 4.5 gb lagi data Umobile yg akan expire lagi 2 hari

7. aku stress sbb petang tadi online uber tapi xda pelanggan

8. aku stress sbb aku rasa lonely dan xda kawan. sms pon xda org layan

9. aku stress sbb tadi aku txt my wife tp dia x respon, dia respon bgtau dia nak masuk tido

10. aku stress sbb banyak nyamuk yg da gigit tangan aku dan gatal

11. aku stress sbb aku x boleh nak register credit card maybank aku utk apple wallet

12. aku stress sbb aku bought something from the Appstore impulsively and now i regret it

13. aku stress sbb x dpt apply credit card cimb

14. aku stress sbb org cimb kata aku ada ccris ctos sedangkan aku xda pon miss payment for my car, house or asb loan

15. aku stress sbb bila aku tanya bank negara apa yg aku sangkut tu, dia kata kena dtg bank negara utk buat semakan. apa bangang sangat xboleh check je via phone..

16. aku stress sbb asb nyer dividen rendah, 7.25%.. amount dividen yg dpt is lower than amount loan yg dibayar

17. aku stress sbb xda bajet nak balik johor everyweek

18. aku stress sbb aku rasa x selesa bila ramai orang kat rumah

19. aku stress sbb remote control android box ni mcm da nak habis battery

20. aku stress sbb mouse yg guna control android box ni pon x work properly sbb xda mouse pad

21. aku stress sbb aku nak beli rumah murah/lelong utk disewakan tp x dpt sokongan wife

22. aku stress sbb aku rasa byk benda yg aku nak tp dia x sokong

23. aku stress sbb aku makin gemuk dan xda kesempatan nak eksesais

24. aku stress sbb xda member nak work out

25. aku stress sbb orang2 dalam rumah ni suka menjerit2 pening kepala aku

boleh tahan byk jugak benda yg aku stresskan.. memangla benda2 insignifikan dan bodo2 je.. tapi bila da byk mcm ni aku mmg rasa STRESS!!!

okla nak tido.. nak tengok kaho na pyar hai tp dah xda mood da.. nak tido je..

bila dtg kerajinan, kita post la entry baru

salam people-people,

1. I am so bored at office today. i have completed my work so early. basically today i came to work with no work plan. so i just sit here and surf the internet, and now here i am..

2. the other engineers are at a meeting to discuss punchlist. I was in the meeting but i felt like i wasnt needed so i left.. telecom scope is very minimal. if they need me, they can call me.. wah perangai diva sangat kan

3. the meeting room is so effing cold, thats why i couldnt tahan and go back to my desk

4. harini check demo account trading, untung 15k semalam.. terus rasa semakin tertarik nak join trading with real money

5. my friend wong advised me not to start with real money and need to practise, observe market, financial cycle for 1 year yada yada.. i am sure there are some truth to what he's saying, but i think even waiting a year wont make a significant difference..

6. anyhow i am still not confident to use real money, not that i have any extra money to spare.

7. i went to register as an uber driver yesterday. the session was brief and easy to understand. i plan to start "uber"ing today at 6pm.

8. i also went to see abg Airudin the agency manager for CWA in KL. i think i want to take my exam in March altho the date is not confirmed yet.

9. i really feel demotivated and not happy working here in SK at the moment.. dah xda hati da.. if only i had the luxury of quitting..

10. i have a new phone which i bought from Wong last Sunday, HTC one and the phone is in good condition.. no issue whatsoever.. but it aint an iphone.. so thats that..

11. i want to check at umobile their plan for iphone, i think they have the 0% interest easy payment plan.. sangat menarik

12. tentatively i will be going offshore on 31/12/2015, until 9/1/2016.. and then go back somewhere around February.. I am so not looking forward to it.. sakit je hati ni sbb kena sacrifice byk cuti public holiday.. i hate this..

13. i was talking to my friend Raul who is now at offshore in Terenganu. He also feels the same about working offshore.. We resent it!!

14. back to forex trading, wong share with me about the risks of doing trading for newbies. things like stop hunting and non-transparent broker.. these things make me feel discouraged to use real money for trading.. haih..

15. but knowing myself, i will probably do it if i have the money.. regardless of what others had advised against it.

16. semalam dpt duit claim pergi offshore itu hari, bayar hutang itu ini, bayar credit card, sekarang tinggal rm600 je.. sedih nyer

17. tadi layan instagram kat fon pakai earphone pastu ada boss besar kat belakang incik Sivakumar.. not sure if he saw what i was looking at, aku pon terus la tutup fon bukak email.. wayang drama swasta la..

18. but honestly if he had seen what i was doing pon aku cam whatever la kau.. aku dah xda hati nak keje sini.. aku nak berhenti paham? xyah la aku nak pegi offshore tu..

19. borak2 lagi dgn wong dia beriya2 advise aku untuk tidak buat trading guna duit betul2.. im not saying what he said wasnt true.. cuma aku mmg jenis yg prefer utk experience sendiri and not decide based solely on others opinion

20. he also mentioned about ASN, which i am not familiar with.. aku rasa macam Unit Trust je.. speaking of which, i cant wait until i become a certified agent..

21. this weekend ada bazar lepak #villagepeople anjuran @faizdickievp.. i feel like going.. but i want to do uber this weekend.. see how la..

22. balik umah ni aku bercadang untuk update resume, and start cari keje lain.. moga2 dpt keje kat johor.

sampai di sini sahajalah pembebelan aku untuk hari ni.. sehingga di lain masa.. see ya~~

its december already people

hi all,

1. now im at office, no work to do hence melagha tulis blog.

2.  perasaan dan motivasi untuk kerja sangat tiada ye people. i often feel lost, and kinda dont GAF about anything anymore.. there have been times i felt like i just want to quit, stay home and eat cekodok until my perut becomes bloated or something

3. i want to cari kerja at joho because my wife is there, and i just wanna be with her all the time, and with our baby too..

4. i have been considering to quit my job, and become an MRSM teacher in pontian, its about 1 hour drive from our house in pulai jaya.

5. teaching may not be a glamorous job, and it doesnt pay as much as engineering, less increment.. its probably more work compared to my job right now.. but on the pros side, teaching is a mulia job, maybe more mulia than engineer, cause a teacher shares knowledge, shapes the mind of young people.

6. also, during cuti sekolah 1 month i get to cuti as well

7. when i become a permanent teacher, i can opt for skim pencen, and i get to withdraw my kwsp which the money i can use for a second house that i can rent out

8. teaching is less stressful, i think

9. besides that i have also considered to become a full time cwa agent either in KL or JB

10. its come to a point that i feel like i want to quit my current job, and also i am starting to feel like i dont want to continue my contract when the term ends.

11. not sure why but i feel confident about it, and i definitely feel more motivated to do CWA than to be an SK engineer

12. its so funny and weird, it was about 2 or 3 years ago when i was working in KL, i imagined myself working in SK and i thought that i would be a dream for me

13. now that dream has come true but i am starting to resent the whole idea of it. i am not happy with my job and that is true to the core.

14. maybe i need to be more grateful, coz i actually got what i wished for. i got the job that ive always wanted (one of the jobs), i got married, i am going to be a father.. all of these are things i never thought i could get but i did

15. am i not grateful enough for all these blessings? i am though, so so so grateful for my family.. but this job is not one of it.

16. maybe i just need to toughen up and hold on.. things will get easier and better, i guess.. i hope..

17. honestly it isnt really the job. its the combination of the sucky job, the sucky people, and me missing my wife and my life in Johor, everything was so much easier then..

18. maybe this is something i must get thru, and it'll be a part of my lifes journey.. setiap orang lain kan kisah hidup dan struggles mereka.

19. other than that, i also want to start becoming an Uber partner. i plan to go to their meeting/briefing session tomorrow, insyallah if tiada aral melintang. dapat side income sikit2 jadi la.. lagipun i dont do anything at night, duduk rumah tengok tv atau main internet je.. i should do something else yg lebih bermanfaat

20. i have a demo account for trading on plus500. and i think i have been getting better at it.. for the past few weeks the money in my account has doubled. i started with 50k and now i have >100k already.. that is without me playing everyday.. maybe only once a week

21. i think its probably something i can try too but i need capital

22. my friend raul said, he will give me rm500 for me to try.. i told him we'd share the profit but he'd bear the loss.. huhu

23. insyallah if i got extra money i want to start trading with real money

oklah sampai di sini saja update kita.. selamat hari natal dan selamat tahun baru people.
be safe, be grateful, be kind, be positive, spread love
peace~~